the weekend dessert?

Bye bye Mr.Sunday. I know u gonna leave soon. Thanks for giving me a nice nice break. =D

This weekend was empty yet I feel so satisfy with it cause what I've planned, I've done. Went for a hair cut on Fri, just to fix the fringe and cut off the dead ends. Thanks to Louis,he's a good hair stylish though. Feel free to go to their shop,many hot guys man...haha..what I meant is their hairstyle was so so so cool.no doubt. =p Went to cure my face on the Sat. Awwwww!! Pressure making pimples...hate it,hate it! But at least I feel more better now. Then went to Jusco after dinner. I would say, the big big sales making people crazy.haha...it was so crowed and it's like da who Seremban ppl squeezing dere?LoLx. Similarly, I went for a massage treatment today. I feel so so so reliefting now..Sriously, the stress killing me. I should get enough sleep from now and start dealing with those assignments. =-=' babi assignments! =(
But this weekend I slept alot. is like...I've been sleeping for the whole day?LoLx. Sleep,eat,on9 den sleep again,eat again and sleep again and again.haha...i know i know this is what a pig does. but, whocares?haha..OKay, I'm looking forward to next week's. Shop shop shop!wohoooooo! XD and yet, get ready to be broke.ha.

By the way, I really felt much more better now. Thinking in another point of view is better than staying at the same way. Everthing thought me a lesson. Should stop stucking myself here. =)

Between, thanks mum, you meant alot alot alot to me..thanks for giving me everything. Love you so muchhhhhhh! muaks! =p

Guess I'm sleepy now..I'm gonna sleep again.haha...ciao. nitex!

End this shit

At last and finally? I can have a good rest at home. This week was exhausted.Only slept for few hours a day and another new day began.tired tired tired! Everything was like pissing me off?ishhh...My mood swings up and down these few days, I don't know why, everything seems to went wrong to me. Arghhhhh...how? I hardly find a solution to get rid of all this mess. Loads of stuff stucking in my brain and everything spinning in my mind.My brain bursting very soon I guess?Yes, I should know where's the problem and yet I'm still behaving like a coward. Not that I don't wanna face it, it is just that I can't find a solution.So,what's the point of facing it without any way out?wth. How am I gonaa get over? I wish i can take a deep deep breath and push everything away.

This week was bad bad bad except the trip. Thankyou guys, for being all around. Thanks for making my day contented and fill with laugher. Okay, I know those jokes was super silly. But, who cares rite? Besides, my midterm result was sucks especially BCP, GG liao. =( I think I should start following wei han to MCD. Not to go there eat kay. Go MCd study.LoLx! Well, I'm very poor these days. haha... Went pool with Si Fatt Poh almost everyday?Lolx....Si Fatt Poh arrr... I miss the balls and my yi tin Q.hahahahahahaha!! This is how my stress release. BUt still not enough to settle everything. Those assignments flying around me, books spinning, I even saw notes inside my bowl of noodles?omg!haha...nola..kidding only.haha..The horesescope said that,I have to bring things to an end.And, what an end? I think it's true. I should fix all these from now. My plan starts from zero again, start working hard, get enough sleep so pimples will say bye bye to me, do more facial and pedicure.LoLx! gila larhhh..... ,and stop blaming all around. CCTV, thankyou once again,thanks for still staying here while my day worst to the max . Enjoy ur college life, I'm sure you will have lots of fun.wahahahahahahahaha!

YED is on next Wednesday, I'm not planning to sell all the tickets,just take one and all pass back to..ehhem! MISS TEH. XD okay la...i'll try my best if i got the mood? Okay, come to my next attempt, buy this this this and this, throw that that that and that. haha..I think my shopping mode is turing on nowadays. arghhhh...can't wait to buy this buy that.haha...

kaykay,lets pray I will be okay.Hopefully, I can bring things to a full stop.
GG =D
ciao, let pictures tell the rest cause I'm dying to sleep now. nitex

Pictures of the week :

the field trip
sin ay =p

ofcourse is me and her.haha.

SS-ing.LoLx!

us again. =) #1

#2

Me mE mE! #1

#2

chilling at station 1 #1

me and si fatt poh =X haha

thinking hard?

Cs da big chicken(his back).lolx

ss queen =-='

Funnies part..haha..me and Jason laugh til dropped!
haha

dropped?

KXE!
(this is what I'm gonna tell myself)

Accept the fact.No matter how's your emotion now,just take it.Just believe that you can walk out from this. You have to be tough to get over it because nothing is left behind now. No matter how deep inside,how pain, promise to yourself your tears will not drop down.


tonight is the worst nightmare ever.

isn't it strange?

Good Morning!~
GooD Afternoon!~
Good Evening!~
and
Good night?

LoLx!

Fine, morning,evening or night are still the same for me because I've rotted at home these few days.So, tell me what's da different with day and night? ohh..i know..day time the mushrooms will grow faster rite?haha..whatever larhh..
Stayed at home, repeating the same thing as what a pig does. Eat,sleep,tv,laptop and eat,sleep,tv,laptop..... =-=' lame uh? I guess so. Well, this was also good for me as now i've got enough energy for tomorrow. Yeah, tomorrow is a brand new week. Omg, I missed everything from subang,the people?food?classroom?lectures?(erm..just some of them.Ofcourse not including..my english teacher.oh..no, is "MISS TEH')okay, I got it. I just don't why she dont likes student calling her "teacher". is that anything wrong? everytime when i accidentally called her 'teacher', she will just said, "no! is Miss Teh". =-=' aduiiiiiii...susah larhh..
Between, I miss my friends. hey hey, I know you will read this,haha...cause you miss me first I only miss you back kay,so should treat me for subway. =p oh yeah, I miss the stick and the balls!! Lolx..and, the table. wahahahahahaha....I coming tomorrow,wait for me kayyy...lolx
.....bodoh betul larhhh...=-=' i mean, ME .haha..

okayy,thats all for today. I've been emo-ing these day. wth?i dunno.

ciao lur.sayohnarah!!

Are you holding back like the way you do?

The silent tears I've shed for you
The painful steps I've taken towards
The memories haunting every moment
My heart keeps going forwards
The agony I've hidden for long
The sorrow I've let unfold
The melody of a melancholic song
My tune of love untold
The song that plays inside my head
The smile that I'll no more see
The truth be told, that I've hidden away
My heart belongs to you
The thoughts that haunt my waking hours
The dreams that fill my sleep full nights
The memories that grow hazy with age
My heart still aches for you
The lies I’ve told to hide it away
The care I feel that you’ll never know
The tears I’ve shed that you’ll never see
My mind never forgets that tune
The song of love that lays untold
The way we played it on and on
The smiles and laughs we shared through the days
My love could not belong to another.



I don’t know what I can do
What I can say to let you know I’m in love with you
To get you to believe this I know it is hard
But you have to realize
My love is coming from the heart
A love that was cracked I turned my back on
Quickly I reacted
Without a thought I assumed it would never last
Now I am in much regret
My heart beats for you ever yet I ever so wish to take back those words I uttered the other day
You are my only love
You took my breath away


When you walked out that door just seconds ago
It felt like you were on your way to death row
And as you walked away I hesitated I wanted to turn and run to you
But you had to go today
And it was better this way
Any other way would’ve been too hard on us
Though I wish you could’ve stayed
But you will return to me, and I to you
And when you do I’ll be waiting, right here
And everything will be perfect once more


Cross the street, barely missing getting hit,
Thoughts swirling in my head,
Fears bouncing around,
Hopes echoing in my skull.
Sometimes I feel like,
We’re closer than I have any right,
And sometimes I think we’re farther apart,
Than we literally are,
Sometimes I get the feeling,
Like you don’t want me around,
Or that you’re slipping away, And I know it’s (hopefully),
Not true,
But…whenever you ask,
The answer is always, I miss you,
Even when you’re right here.

Rotted for the whole day.
So, finding some awesome literature =)
I did adore them.

exits?

Your Call

Waiting for your cal I'm sick
call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
I'm listening to the song we used to sing
In the car do you remember
Butterfly Early Summer
It's playing on repeat
Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet
'Cause i was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to
to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished I am new I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
'Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes
What's your fantasy
What's yours
What's yours
'Cause i was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to
to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
And I'm tired of being all alone
and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
'Cause i was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to
'Cause i was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to
Stay with me tonight

If it wouldn't meant to be?I'll just walk out

Hey dere, I'm back home.haha...and I'm so glad for today cause I met my favourite face.wakakaka...We went to hawaii steak house for a drink, then moved our ass to tarot cafe. As usual, I enjoy talking to her.LoLx.Talked talked talked non-stop. I just loved pouring everything out infront of you cause that's the time I felt relieved.No doubt. =) thanks for listening ya.

Finally, the exam was over today.syoknyer...... and so,I can get back to my normal routine .Shopping!! is the first first thing i wanna go for, den pool,den sing,den lepak-ing ,den....ermmm...anything will do. LoLx.I missed pool! omg, I was so so addicted with it nowadays.how? i love the sound when balls collided . It was so cool when you get to shoot many balls in.haha....gila sial.LoLx. Seriously, it's funnnnnn! =p

People usually told me, don't look back to our past and keep moving on as time wouldn't wait for you, but sometimes, I'll just stuck with those scars and memories. I don't know why,things happened for years is like just happened for a minutes, the memories is still fresh for me. I'll never forget about the lesson that I had learnt,the pain which I did not aspect to be so deep and the memories that spinning round and round in my head. wth? I don't know what the hell I'm thinking sometimes. Okay, I meant, alot alot of memories from long long time til now.haha.Every happenings and everyone who passed by in my life or they had just arrived or they still staying by my side, they meant alot to me. And I appreciated alot as well. =) I walked back to the past and yet I don't see the exits.I'm stubborn, just like a bull. Lolx..I'll stop banging and hurting myself until I get tired someday. I know , I'll stop knocking the door and bagging you to let me in. I understand, no matter how hard i'm knocking it, you wouldn't bother. So? nvm. I'll keep trying until oneday I get exhaust.haha...don't think too much, it's just someone's door.haha..or?the door next to me?haha...Anyway, no matter the door will open or still locked, i'll leave.and i hope so? or if it's not? I got no idea. =/

kay kay..should stop crapping now.haha..
ciao lurrrr... =)
sahyonarahhhhh!!