duMb =-='
i can't sleep well and so,another post from me.hrmm...the house was so empty...silences made me feel in peace but with a little lonely....(@_@)
I'm listening to 'xin fu de jue zhe' from fish leong at the moment and yeah,i love that song so much,
it makes think of many miserable stuff..ermmm..question marks popped in to me...hrmm..perhaps,this is what we called 'LIFE'.can anyone define it without seeking a dictionary?but even the meaning from dictionary can't really define what's life.It's all depends on how you carry on when you're still alive...erm..i mean now??buuuUUuuU...XD
What I'd experience was,appreciation.Appreciate what you having now,love things around you,do care about ppl in your circle cause you will not know what will happen in the next day(watched the day after tomorrow?).I did support friends to pursue their dreams but i don't really know whats my dream actually.I'm kinda jealous with those ppl that have their great future plans and ambition.At least they attempt for it.How about me?i don't know what i really need and my dreams?no.i don't have any plans for myself at the mean time.Sometimes,i'll feel myself being like some useless freak.what can i do to my family and friends?and what can i really do for people?
A friend told me before,he said,everyone born to this world are special.They have their special ability,attitude,and their own feature as well.That's why we need each other to survive.But,i'm just an ordinary fella who don't know anything..hrmm...i cried when i face problems,i talked out loud like no people business,i'm so impatient,i talked so straight forward until i'd hurt people's feeling,i'm so dumb =(
sO?
I'm happie with what i'm having now.no doubt with my life.
hope my friends around me can be happie too.=)
so,you get what i mean?
i'm dumb larhhhh