I have no idea how long I can walk like this,but if one day I have collapse, I've no doubt. Who knows what will happen that time? I'm just lost,so lost. Thats what I can tell. Getting back to the old pace?college, subang ,travel , people, exams, and result? Yeah, I'm worried about my result. I'm not satisfy for my result especially maths. Can't I do better? I hate calculation thats why my maths sucks like no body business. =-=' and I'm guilty now. I should put more effort on it. sigh. gotta work hard in the next sem.
A women said this to me, "hey girl,at your age,you can just do whatever that you wanna do as long as it won't harm yourself and others." I tried to figure out so hard, what I can do instead of being like this?plus,can I really do whatever I wan? Yeah, I know,I need a change. It's time for me to change. And i really dislike what I am now. I meant physically and mentally. But, I've got no idea where to start from. Anyone can tell? thats why I felt so lost.
Someone is thinking too hard,I know. Just take it easy kay. Everything will be okay as time goes on. If there's problem, there will also have a solution no matter how tough the prob is. I'm running too tired here, perhaps I should take a break. It doesn't mean I'm giving up. Just a short break kay? =)
Going back to college soon,am sure I miss my class =D
ciao.bb.
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