Sunday, November 22, 2009

crapped by xiaoern at 6:13 PM
It's Sunday!
but I won't be able to go home until my finals end. aiks. Sad case.
I miss Seremban.omg.

Okay, I just broke what I promised, I don't know why I feel like blogging so badly at this miserable moment. Everything reminds me of you. How mean you see? I missed you again. wtf!I felt bad cause I felt betrayed. I know you won't even care to bother and, as if you will un how I feel? Sometimes, I think that, you don't need friend(s). You just need PEOPLE. Just anyone who can hang out along with you so that you don't feel bored or lonely indeed.
I know I'm kinda not deserve to comment anything about you, but I'm sorry. You just made me feel that way. I wondered, do you treat me as your friend before?? Perhaps, it's not fair to said that and yet, I just can't control what is bursting out from my heart. I tried, I tried so hard to go near you, tried to understand your every single thoughts , hope to be more closer to you yet, I came back with disappointment and scars. Alrite, I'm not blaming here, is just that I felt bad after I know you longer and longer. You're not that "good" as I thought,no matter in or out.fine. I'm so blind. Perhaps, I'm blind from not seeing your good ones that why I quit the game. =) Quit, thats what I can do. no doubt, no matter how hard I tried to pass through, you just put up a think wall. Althought there's scars and pain, but I've learnt a lesson. Never bang your self to the door that will never open for you. It's hurts, and you heart will never stops bleeding until it got numb. *set up the white flag

Okay, whatever,whatever..books are waiting for me. I guess I should stick by to econs =(
Another hectic week,
sayohnara!
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