Wednesday, January 20, 2010

dream that never come true

crapped by xiaoern at 8:12 AM
Hey there,
Finally, I'm posting now.heheeee!Btw, sorry for the delayed cause you know, uni's life is always...argh...not so good.errr.... for me,uni's life is abit...idk, "Complicated" maybe?
So yeah, there's many happening trough out this few weeks.It's just the beginning of the year and I start to feel uneasy, as in, everything.Life is actually a joke. Why I said so?my close close friends will tell maybe?
So, what makes me blog today? errr...I got a dream yesterday night and I saw my grandpa. The second I woke up, I felt so bad. Why isn't it real? I miss him so much.super much.In the dream,I saw uncles,aunties,cousins and him.Omg,how good if we still can have dinner or some gathering together. I can remember his smile =) but too bad that was a dream. sigh. Sometimes, I wondering how is him now, where he went, and what he's doing there.But no one can actually anwser my question rite? arghhh.... I MISS YOU GONG GONG ='(
Okay, back to me. I enrolled UWE,started my degree last week,plus I'm taking 6 subject in this whole hell semester. Omg, hope I can bear with those assignments and be more focusing on my studies. Omg, a senior told me he did his revision almost everyday! err...will that happen? to me?ofcourse larh...people get first class honour man..LoLx. okaylar...I will try my best best best of the best too. To be frank, I don't know whether I had choose the right way or not, but I will not regret i guess. Sometimes, we have to made decision realistically,think of your furture? more and more cash? a better life?nice&cool stuff?luxuries? who don't want all this? I know cash can't buy everything, but without cash your life is definitely a zero. Okay, maybe you can say money can't buy love and all blahh..but if your parents got no money, how they love you?they have to earn money for your studies and living cost.So tell me, those love don't need money?
LOLx.I think I should stop the crap.Class will starts in one hour time.hrmmmm....uni life?arghh...go enroll yourself and tell me how is it. =D
p/s: so close yet so far. I know you'll never be mine,but we're just next door?
wakeupkxe

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