Cause Heaven Knows

I've a bad mood today. Sigh. =(

 Don't know why, I thought everything will be alright but I'm the one who feel so not okay? How am I gonna move on? I found it so tough and just stuck here like a piece of shit. Instead of blaming, I can't do anything. I miss you so much. I thought I can just move on very well with what I've planned. Yea, 1st day, it was okay and I'm so proud with it. Second day? alright,I can just stay tough and strong.3rd 4th day? just filled my time with loads of work. How about the following days? I don't know. How?how?how? what am I suppose to do? I'm so lost. 

Flashing back with the memories that we've gone through, tears rushing out without my control,but a smile still appearing on my face? I miss those day we hanging around, how we used to argued with each other, and many many things that we've done. I don't know how much I miss you,don't know how deep i had fall for you,don't know how a little thing of you will bring me down,don't know how useless I felt because I can't help when you fall,don't know how much should I do to cheer you up,don't know how to let you know that I just wanna be at your side when you feel your life's sucks. Just wanna try my best to play the role of being a friend.And that's more than enough.

The promised,yes,I did it. However,I'm the one who get so upset?hahahaha...funny uh? 

-.-''

Leavin- Plain White's T

You're doin' it again, you know

Sometimes I don't even know who you are

And I don't think you know how bad it hurts

'Cause you don't have to see the scars

If you knew how bad you made me feel

You'd never do a thing like this again

But if it's just a game you're playing

I don't think I'll make it to the end

I don't think I'd last that long

baby, I'm not that strong

So if you care about me you've gotta stop acting this way

Or I'm leavin' today

I'll say goodbye to my favorite face

Don't wanna go, but I just can't stay

And be treated, I won't be treated this way

At times I think I love you

And at times I know I've finally found the one

But it's times like this that make me feel

The game of love has only just begun

You know I'd never leave

But making threats to you could be the only way

I love everything about you

But when I'm in doubt then something's gotta change

Nice song =)