It was just an excuse.how lame?

I felt so bad today,seriously,very very bad. Don't wonder what's happening,because da worst part was, nothing happened. =-=' I'm crazy,da worst person ever? yea. What I promised yesterday?and what have I done today?ishhhhhh!

What I planned to do,it looks good and smooth.But,don't know why I don't feel it right? i mean, it don't seems to turn on very well to me,not to say bad,it's just empty perhaps?. Every time I told myself not to repeat da same thing but da history is still repeating?ishhh..what I gonna do? I don't have the strength to stay away from what I actually have to control.no,should say, I MUST.sigh. It failed every time. just every time. Plus, the worst things was, I felt very satisfying after the history repeat. wtf? what's wrong with me now? i feel satisfy with what I'm not suppose to do? omg. gila punyer anak.

As usual, crazy-ing inside the class but today more worst =-=' ,betul betul gila larhhhhh....whatever den. I can sense things very well thats why I don't believe and after I found it i'm right,I felt so bad so bad. see larhhh...gila anot?superbbbb mad =(

I hope I can be as strong like my cctv,but I can't.it sucks uh? 

don't un what I'm talking?den don't read.but you already finish to what i wanna shit

*inside joke

=p

ciao.