New Chapter

Hello! & Hi Bristol! Finally I'm here, hoping for a new and interesting life here. It's only 8.15am here and the weather here is pretty cooling. I love this place when I first arrived in London airport which I don't know why. Perhaps, everything was just too fresh for me? until I won't feel sad for leaving Malaysia. This is only the beginning of my story here, and I guess I'm starting to love the life here. This is my 3rd day in Bristol, I woke up quite early every morning, ermm, about 6plus? guess I still can't use to the time here. Enjoy hanging out with my beloved gracie and meishan. Met up wit hooi jett yesterday and we headed to the city, ouch, too much to talk about. For girls, I guess calbot circus is a very great place for shopping man. There are lots of clothes and accessories there, the shops are full with trendy stuff.haha..Too bad we've not much time to went in one by one. Heading out to buy some electrical stuff later. Kinda excited to go out again!  I guess I should share some pictures man :P

在这片土地呼吸，需要多大的勇气？

The first day I woke up!

Ss for while 

下一页的我，会去那里？

Feel sorry to my bloggie, it's been ages since I've left it death. very death?


Before I leave Malaysia, I promise to make my blog alive. :) Speaking of leaving, yeah, there's still 5 more days to go and I will be in Bristol,UK. I am kinda looking forward to start a new life there. Sometimes, I am too excited to go until I can't wait to leave in the next day. But, sometimes people around reminds me of my footprints in Malaysia. No matter sweet or bitter, memories are always kept in my heart. 


I wish to meet everyone before I ciao, especially my sister. If you're reading this, just wanna  tell you that I miss you so so much. Don't feel helpless, because no one can help me except myself to get over all these. God is giving me an exam, which made me to be tougher and I will try my best to score A. Perhaps there's still something I hardly get over now, yet I will make it ONLY NOW, but not stopping me to move further. Thanks for being with me all the time whenever I fall down. This time, I will walk by my own, I wanna be the strongest girl and make you feel proud of me alrite? I cried every time I dropped, but at least after my tears dried I will be able to stand up, so does this time. :)
Trust me, I can do it. 谢谢你，让我知道我不是一个人。

Leaving is the hardest decision I've ever made. I wish it doesn't makes me regret in my future and I know it won't.  Perhaps, the reason for being so excited is that I could escape? tho it sounds like I'm lying to myself but just for this moment, please, I wanna go.


This post should be a happy post but it sounds abit emo nao. hrmmm...okay, the next post I promise will be a happy one. I will always keep this blog alive when I'm in UK. 


Stay tuned!  :D

Out from the prison

Hello, I just renovated my bloggie. So now I have got the mood to blog. I just feel so fresh with this new skin. :D

Lets do some updates. Joined the family trip to Penang for my cousin's wedding the next day right after my finals. Though it is exhausted, yet it's fun also cause I get to meet all my beloved cousins! :D . This journey is SO FREAKING long to me as we drove about 5 freaking hours from Seremban to Penang. I have been sitting is the car for so many hours and pity my ass cause the ass was so painful when I reach home. BUT BUT BUT, it worth the price perhaps? cause I did enjoy myself with their local food and Penang is a nice place for holiday. Back to my previous day, my finals was totally screwed up and don't feel like talking much about it cause no matter how, I can't change anything but just praying that it won't be too bad.hahaha... just wanna enjoy my one week holiday and there goes my working life. teheeeeeee! kinda excited for this internship but the feeling was mixed up? excited plus nervous? hahaha. We will know how it goes. XD

Let me share some picha then :D

Our first stop: 富山dim sum @Ipoh

Heard da parents said this is a very famous dim sum restaurant in Ipoh.

The dim sums were awesome. * thumbs up! :D

Reached Tanjung Bungah Beach Hotel around 2 plus and I was impressed with such a nice view though.

Spent our time lepak-ing.

And the cousins are so kind for bringing me to Queensbay mall just for me to buy mascara and eye liner. paiseh neh. XD

Arcade center @ Queensbay mall

The wedding dinner held in the hotel's ballroom. Food sucks to the max :X

Planned after dinner. Penang's night life?

Visited the Hard rock :)

Decided to go to 69 mansion.

This is my second time been there, a very nice place with a combination of club and pub with an outdoor swimming pool and ended beside the beach! Nice place to chilled at. :D

The last one, my super SS cam-whore picha!

Ignore this if you think I am tooooooooo? errr...wutever :P

Since it's my break now, guess I will update more often.

What's next?

Mist Club for tomorrow to celebrate my buddy amy's 21st.

Hope it will be a nice one.

nights! :D

On my way

踏进了五月份，我觉得很多事情都在变了。当然，这也包括我。我相信，这个五月会给我带来许多惊喜与欢乐。但愿如此 :D

我，终于终于解开了纠缠我这么久的心结，重新再出发。 真的很难形容现在的心情，就好像把拉得紧紧的绳子，突然松开，那种轻松既又松了一口气的感觉。感觉真的很好。好像什么东西都重新开始了，没有遗憾，没有舍不得。我觉得，这真的是天意

吧。当我觉定把长发剪掉的那天，就好像把对你的感情也剪掉了，开怀地哭过，抹去了那执着的眼泪。也许，这就是上天的安排，就算把头发留得长长的，但它已经是粗糙损坏的，留来也没意思。

虽然现在的我需独自一人的向目标本跑，但我不怕！因为，在大的困难我也可以去克服了。

大考快要到了，现在的我可以毫无牵挂地，专心得专注在学业上。接下来，还有很多事情等着我去奋斗。

加油加油加油！:DD

早晨

Good morning! I guess this sunny morning brings a good day for me. :D because according to what they said : 雨后总会出现温暖的太阳。 So, I believe this as well. This morning when I open my eyes and I saw a message from the Inbox, it's from my kakak. Thanks for making me warm and wipe away my tears once again, she loves me so much <3 . Thank you kakak. :D

Saw my emo post yesterday? Yes, since it was yesterday, so I plan to start all over again on this super fresh Monday. Focus, is all I need to do now for my finals, hoping not to disappoint my parents and make me proud of myself before I leave Malaysia. Then, my internship is my nextfreakingthing. It sounds that I am so unwilling to work right? NO! I am super duper excited to explore this KPMG and live for an OL life for two months. Hahaha! OL? Can't wait. :X

After all, I know I need to walk the future by my own with a very very very steady feet. Despite, it is not that easy, but I will still walk until the end even without you.

10.00 AM. Let's start everything with a :) Gonna pack things fast and back to Subang now. IDK why I just love to blog nowadays. 谢谢，这个避风港。:D

P/S: Thankyou Kakak <3

下雨了

今晚的心情就像今晚的天气。外面下着雨，而我突然想起了部落格。心里有种很复杂的心情。。。真的很复杂。。。所以，我又来到地这里。

有时，看得太远并不是说不好，但，你想得也多了。我看到的前面的路，但不知道该怎么走。心，也很乱。。。 我希望我前面的路，有你。很想很想有你在。。但是可以吗？我真的很努力地想走进你心里，能吗？

2 years 4 months and 24 days 2424 :D

Hello, coming back to my death blog. I have this blogging mood tonight and I don't know why :)

As time goes by, everything seems to run smoothly for me this year. I hope can achieve my goals and make my parent feel proud of me. I had an awesome birthday celebration for my 21st this year and happy to see and my friends and families attending my party on that night. I have a very memorable one. :D

Time flies, April is gonna say bye bye and here comes May, which means my final exams is coming soon and my study mode is so gonna be switch ON. Opsss..I thought is already on? hrmmm..I have been slacking this few days and also TODAY! WTF, PLEASE LARH KHOO XIAO ERN! CAN YOU BE MORE SERIOUS AND FOCUS ON YOUR STUDIES? LOL! Okay, I should be more and more and super more serious from now. :D *Pray for me :X

Spotted the picture? It is taken on my birthday and I have to admit that I super <3 this picture. Thanks to the photographer of that night, CROSS X. I truly appreciate it cause I don't know when can I still take photo with the person who standing beside me. He is very special to me because I will miss him everyday. WHY ar? IDK. I think I will miss him also when I go to UK. Ohh..talking about this, just a little update to people who still reading my death blog or perhaps no one? Never mind, whatever it is, I am leaving to UWE this year to continue my last year for degree. Hrmmmm...kinda excited actually since I get to study overseas but at the same time, I'm kinda sad. It's like...sometimes, I will hope that time pass slowly so that I can spend more time with my family and friends, also sometimes, I will think some nonsense like...Can I ffk now? LOL! It's kinda impossible already cause the flight is already comfirm. So... keep telling myself, stop thinking this kind of nonsense and focus on my FINAL EXAM! Cause when I think of you, I hope I could stay longer though cause I don't wanna miss this friend so much. :D

It's 2.30 am nao..I should go to bed and continue studying tomorrow.

Have to promise myself no SLACKING this time D: