WTF?

what am I doing now?

shit.

wutever.

Everything reflected you

Hey,I'm getting more silly.Yes, I do. =p

Came back to Subang yesterday and thanks to my cousin bro for dropping me back. Thanks. First time drive me to Subang,nice speed.LoLx..and I'm sorry for bringing so many things back.Da gf brought a bag and my cou?just a laptop bag.hahahahaha....me?lolxx... don't mention =-=' And I guess this is da really 1st time we can talked about so many things uh?LoLx.. funny.haha..

Well,today was the 1st day of sem 2. Everyone got their very new look but not me =( Anyway, I miss you guys alot larhhh...haha.. Today my only first and last lecture was Account. The lec?lolx..I duno.haha..So, after the ACC lecture, me,wenwen,ps,ainay and brenden went to pyramid for movie.haha..Had lots of fun with them.I did enjoyed myself too. =) This week's time table was too empty,too empty.haha..So, I'm very very free..haih..too bad got nothing to do then. Tomorrow I will have plenty of time here,no classes or lectures...sien sien sien.... =-=' 

Sorry mum for letting u disappointed, I will learn my lesson this time. Promised I will work hard hard in this sem.yes, I promised. So sorry for letting you down. sigh. Anyways,thanks for your support.I got really touch after you said it is okay. =-=' I rather you screw me 99!! sigh...

Mood going ups and downs. I hope I can get it over asap. Do you see me? do you realize how much i miss you? No. You don't. =/

ciaoz.bye.

Just a second, I may fall

Empty in mind now. Lost and insecure?

I have no idea how long I can walk like this,but if one day I have collapse, I've no doubt. Who knows what will happen that time? I'm just lost,so lost. Thats what I can tell. Getting back to the old pace?college, subang ,travel , people, exams, and result? Yeah, I'm worried about my result. I'm not satisfy for my result especially maths. Can't I do better? I hate calculation thats why my maths sucks like no body business. =-=' and I'm guilty now. I should put more effort on it. sigh. gotta work hard in the next sem.

A women said this to me, "hey girl,at your age,you can just do whatever that you wanna do as long as it won't harm yourself and others." I tried to figure out so hard, what I can do instead of being like this?plus,can I really do whatever I wan? Yeah, I know,I need a change. It's time for me to change. And i really dislike what I am now. I meant physically and mentally. But, I've got no idea where to start from. Anyone can tell? thats why I felt so lost.

Someone is thinking too hard,I know. Just take it easy kay. Everything will be okay as time goes on. If there's problem, there will also have a solution no matter how tough the prob is. I'm running too tired here, perhaps I should take a break. It doesn't mean I'm giving up. Just a short break kay?  =)

Going back to college soon,am sure I miss my class =D

ciao.bb.

SLeepLess =/

What can I do for you?

I don't wanna see you sad.yes,I know,perhaps I can't help you but at least you can just split out a lil to me,can't you?I'm so not okay now. I don't know why I will feel like this.I know you're so not good now but I don't dare to ask you again and again. I felt so miserable because I can't even help you. Although I'm not your very best friend,but you should know that I'm very care about you. I don't dare to ask you is just because I know you won't tell and you don't like it. So, fine. You're suffering so do I. You're sad and I can swear that my pain will never less than yours. Can you just imagine that how it feels when you can't help or concern about someone that you really care of?

sigh,hope you will be alright.

stay strong.

=(

My life would suck without you =/

ey,I missed another update.Well,since I was having my semester break,I'm superbbbbbbb free now.outings,anyone?=p please.please.please!

Nothing much about me nowadays,spend my time with grandparents at the past 2 days.hrmmm...obviously,time flies,they're getting older too.sigh,sometimes,I wonder,what I can do for them when they're still here.what if one day they leave me without saying bye to me?hrmm...what can I do for them?no idea.I'll try my best when they need me. I guess,this is the way to repay them.hearts them lots. =) ) rot at home like dunno what,=-=' sien sien sien!sleep,eat,tv,on9,sleep,eat,on9,tv..blablabla..datz it.lame uh?


Missed my college's peeps too...omg...Wonder-Foo!!I miss you the most.haha.I know you miss me too =p..sinay,cs,puisan,brenden,marcell,chirs,when can we go uncle Seng?haha....I miss the spicy noodles and da good-looking korean guys dere..Lolx!fathaofathaofathao!haha..Other than that,miss the day we chilling at snowflakes.haha..yaya..I miss the dessert from snowflakes too...hrmmmm...can't wait for the new semester to starts...haha =/

TanLayLay,thanks thanks thanks!other than thanks,I don't know what to said..haha..remember our promise kay?JuneJuneJune! I sudah tak sabar-sabar dahhh...LoLx!! and chu wee wee!stupid taofufa,you know da salmon sashimi made me growed 1kg anot afta I came back?damn,i was like,wtf?1kg? with just a few pieces of salmon..I really feel like crying ad that time.. =-=' sob..luckily i din eat da whole plate,if not die liao larhhh...can go bang da wall ad.haha..anyway,thanks too.

yvonne cheok,no matter how,we're friends. I'll always be dere for u.just anytime.no doubt =)

x0.x0

ss-ing =)

tan lay lay =p

DRINK!DRINK!DRINK!

Liqueur brighten your day

wtf?

表达爱

我们擦身而过

风卷起了沉睡的什麼

情绪在怂恿 撑开了懵懂

有一种冲动

 决定不沉默

毕竟有感觉的人不多

我不想就此错过

 眼睁睁看爱 就这样过吗

 至少我和你 可以说说话

 证明刚刚发生过什麼

用表白 换一份期待

能不能就少一点忐忑 无奈

心还 绕著你徘徊

难道 真是爱

泪水流过 才明白

爱不爱 原来心里早已 存在

幸福 不在千里外

让我勇敢 表达爱

feel free to listen to this...it's nice =)

Sinking

Hey,I'm back again.

sigh,I know it's late middle of the night but I couldn't fall asleep.why?ermmm...I really dunno how to sleep now.Lolx.funny?

Went to 1u today.erm.. which I think I'm spending a great great time with them.hahaha... funniest happening ever?erkzzz... very funny. =p Bought nothing much but ate lots..=-='...I miss the salmon sashimi man..it's so so niceeee...we ate almost 3 plates..lol..dat taofu ate the rest =-=' he's like..so in love with salmon?hahahhahaha....

Anyway,had a great great talked with tan lay lay..I'm falling in love with you ad larhh..how?I miss u too muchhhh...wakaka..kay.. Seriously, I LoVE tan laylay cause she's just like my big sister who would always be at my side when I need her.Thanks tan lay lay =p Thanks for doing so many things for me but I did nothing for you =( but if you need weemung,I will bring for u to hug ok?and thanks for giving me advices and wake me up.I really really appreciate what you told me.=) hahahaha...and you very funny de lorrrrr...."tears of happiness"?omg..funny until I got speechless..haha..

kay,I think I should go to bed now.haha..nitex =)

无言

有人和我说，“既然下定决心要做的事，就该往前冲，再也不要去犹豫，也不必回头去看了”，我也觉得是这样。因为，我已经别无选择，我还是会走下去。有时候，我在想，如果有一天我不在你身边的时候，你会觉得可惜吗？或如果某天，我到了一个很远的地方，你会想到我吗？如果这个问题是返回来问我，我会很肯定地告诉你，我真的真的会不舍得，但如果你去找寻自己的快乐，我还是会替你高兴。因为。。。我真的会很高兴，哈哈。。我很珍惜“现在”，真的很满足了。=）

今天，一位朋友告诉了我她的故事，她，经历了很多，承担了是不普通人可以忍受的痛苦，顿时，我呆了。真是不懂可以说些什么，只是觉得她很勇敢，很坚强。想到这里，我以前所经历的一切，又算得上是什么？没什么。她让我觉得，没什么事是过不了的，就算是再痛苦的事情，都可以挨过来。每当有困难的时候，都是她在我身边安慰我，给我点点启示，让我可以从事情中去学习和改变。真的很珍惜这位朋友。哈哈。。还很爱她=）（不要乱想）LoLx！

很累啊今天，可是还蛮开心的。真的。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。就写到这里先。=)

你，值得吗？

忽然，觉得这条路很难走。有点累了，我不知道自己是否还可以坚持多久。有时，真的是辛苦到自己会躲在一旁掉眼泪，心里有种无言的痛。幸好，在眼泪干的时候，我就知道我必须重新振作起来，继续地走下去。我并不想这么容易就放弃，我想，我是真的喜欢你。即使，现在还改变不了什么，但不代表以后不会吧？我并不想改变你，但至少，我可以有机会为了你而改变。。
电视剧都不是这样做的吗？可是，人生往往就像一场戏，不是吗？他们都说，“前方是绝路，但希望就在转角”。。我觉得是真的咯，不然做么酱都会给人想到？虽然我还没走上绝路啦可是我觉得还蛮有意思的。哈哈！
无论路有多坎坷，我还是不想放弃，这是我对自己的承诺。也许，是很傻，可是我还是想试一试。无论结果会是怎样，但至少我有去尝试，这才不会叫人生有遗憾吧？曾经是有在挣扎过，死面在想，我这样做到底值得吗？而他真的是值得我为他酱做吗？算了吧，我豁出去了，我忍！死都要撑下去，不然不是前功尽弃。不管再痛，都要忍着，这是不是叫做爱美不爱美命啊？哈哈。。。管他的。。如果不变，难道一世人都要酱子啊？我可不甘心咯。。我觉得当我还有机会活着，就该活得精彩点，不然那里对得起自己？我问你们啦，谁要做丑小鸭的？举手！不要给我看到有人举手，不然真是很欠揍，=-=‘ 丑小鸭都会变天鹅啦。。。是不是？不管啦。。不管结果是怎样，我还是会去接受。。这句话讲的真是有点太早，等我做到先才来讲还不迟。好，就等迟点才讲。可是你们现在不是听着先咯。。哈哈哈。。真的很爱。哈哈。。
我很确定自己对你的感觉是怎样的，就算是单恋，那又怎样？至少我不会后悔。有时，真的很想离你远远的，可是心里很难受，我已经没有力气再这样做了。真的很累，很难熬。。。即使是这样，我想我该这样做，讲我自私也好，要逃避也好，都不管了。至少，有一天,当你真的不在我身边围绕的时候，也或许，那时候你已找到你梦想的那个人以后，我也不会感到那么的不舍得。因为，习惯就成自然嘛。。。我还是会替你高兴的。。=）

今天太得空了，呆在家里没事做，所以才讲这么多的废话。。哈哈。。今天就写着这么多先。

ciaoz..sign off. =)

Shop!Shop!Shop! =)

Another delayed post. =p
Hey guys,I miss you all lots. =)
hrmm...nothing special about this week..as usual,classed,eat,sleep,dream,hoping,weeping,being like a dumb?haha...LoLx
I slept at 5a.m this morning and woke up around 11am.Mom came back and fetched me to change my IC(omg..should change it earlier cause my IC was so ewwwwwww....) after sending bro for tuition.After that,we went and pick bro around 12pm then straight away headed to KL..woHooooOOOOoooo!mid valley..syok man today..we shopped til drop..haha..wutever,just buy buy and buy..lol...happiest things was my mum bought me dior perfume and Fcuk watch..i love it and, I LOVE MOM..ishh..very funny..every time when we did shopping stuffs was always my emo day.but after dat,i will be alrite cause shopping was the best way to rise up my mood...voHoooOOOOOoooO!!thanks mummy =)


cute uh?should buy this =/ but my bro does
the new one.lolx

erkz...sales lehh..go grab now..lolx

I'm loving it =)

blur uh?it's FCUK =p

I guess,I'm done =) tired.ciao 1st.nitex