Sunday, May 31, 2009

the weekend dessert?

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Bye bye Mr.Sunday. I know u gonna leave soon. Thanks for giving me a nice nice break. =D

This weekend was empty yet I feel so satisfy with it cause what I've planned, I've done. Went for a hair cut on Fri, just to fix the fringe and cut off the dead ends. Thanks to Louis,he's a good hair stylish though. Feel free to go to their shop,many hot guys man...haha..what I meant is their hairstyle was so so so cool.no doubt. =p Went to cure my face on the Sat. Awwwww!! Pressure making pimples...hate it,hate it! But at least I feel more better now. Then went to Jusco after dinner. I would say, the big big sales making people crazy.haha...it was so crowed and it's like da who Seremban ppl squeezing dere?LoLx. Similarly, I went for a massage treatment today. I feel so so so reliefting now..Sriously, the stress killing me. I should get enough sleep from now and start dealing with those assignments. =-=' babi assignments! =(
But this weekend I slept alot. is like...I've been sleeping for the whole day?LoLx. Sleep,eat,on9 den sleep again,eat again and sleep again and again.haha...i know i know this is what a pig does. but, whocares?haha..OKay, I'm looking forward to next week's. Shop shop shop!wohoooooo! XD and yet, get ready to be broke.ha.

By the way, I really felt much more better now. Thinking in another point of view is better than staying at the same way. Everthing thought me a lesson. Should stop stucking myself here. =)

Between, thanks mum, you meant alot alot alot to me..thanks for giving me everything. Love you so muchhhhhhh! muaks! =p

Guess I'm sleepy now..I'm gonna sleep again.haha...ciao. nitex!

Saturday, May 30, 2009

End this shit

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At last and finally? I can have a good rest at home. This week was exhausted.Only slept for few hours a day and another new day began.tired tired tired! Everything was like pissing me off?ishhh...My mood swings up and down these few days, I don't know why, everything seems to went wrong to me. Arghhhhh...how? I hardly find a solution to get rid of all this mess. Loads of stuff stucking in my brain and everything spinning in my mind.My brain bursting very soon I guess?Yes, I should know where's the problem and yet I'm still behaving like a coward. Not that I don't wanna face it, it is just that I can't find a solution.So,what's the point of facing it without any way out?wth. How am I gonaa get over? I wish i can take a deep deep breath and push everything away.

This week was bad bad bad except the trip. Thankyou guys, for being all around. Thanks for making my day contented and fill with laugher. Okay, I know those jokes was super silly. But, who cares rite? Besides, my midterm result was sucks especially BCP, GG liao. =( I think I should start following wei han to MCD. Not to go there eat kay. Go MCd study.LoLx! Well, I'm very poor these days. haha... Went pool with Si Fatt Poh almost everyday?Lolx....Si Fatt Poh arrr... I miss the balls and my yi tin Q.hahahahahahaha!! This is how my stress release. BUt still not enough to settle everything. Those assignments flying around me, books spinning, I even saw notes inside my bowl of noodles?omg!haha...nola..kidding only.haha..The horesescope said that,I have to bring things to an end.And, what an end? I think it's true. I should fix all these from now. My plan starts from zero again, start working hard, get enough sleep so pimples will say bye bye to me, do more facial and pedicure.LoLx! gila larhhh..... ,and stop blaming all around. CCTV, thankyou once again,thanks for still staying here while my day worst to the max . Enjoy ur college life, I'm sure you will have lots of fun.wahahahahahahahaha!

YED is on next Wednesday, I'm not planning to sell all the tickets,just take one and all pass back to..ehhem! MISS TEH. XD okay la...i'll try my best if i got the mood? Okay, come to my next attempt, buy this this this and this, throw that that that and that. haha..I think my shopping mode is turing on nowadays. arghhhh...can't wait to buy this buy that.haha...

kaykay,lets pray I will be okay.Hopefully, I can bring things to a full stop.
GG =D
ciao, let pictures tell the rest cause I'm dying to sleep now. nitex


Pictures of the week :

the field trip
sin ay =p

ofcourse is me and her.haha.

SS-ing.LoLx!
us again. =) #1

#2

Me mE mE! #1

#2

chilling at station 1 #1

me and si fatt poh =X haha

thinking hard?

Cs da big chicken(his back).lolx

ss queen =-='

Funnies part..haha..me and Jason laugh til dropped!
haha

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

dropped?

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KXE!
(this is what I'm gonna tell myself)

Accept the fact.No matter how's your emotion now,just take it.Just believe that you can walk out from this. You have to be tough to get over it because nothing is left behind now. No matter how deep inside,how pain, promise to yourself your tears will not drop down.


tonight is the worst nightmare ever.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

isn't it strange?

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Good Morning!~
GooD Afternoon!~
Good Evening!~
and
Good night?

LoLx!

Fine, morning,evening or night are still the same for me because I've rotted at home these few days.So, tell me what's da different with day and night? ohh..i know..day time the mushrooms will grow faster rite?haha..whatever larhh..
Stayed at home, repeating the same thing as what a pig does. Eat,sleep,tv,laptop and eat,sleep,tv,laptop..... =-=' lame uh? I guess so. Well, this was also good for me as now i've got enough energy for tomorrow. Yeah, tomorrow is a brand new week. Omg, I missed everything from subang,the people?food?classroom?lectures?(erm..just some of them.Ofcourse not including..my english teacher.oh..no, is "MISS TEH')okay, I got it. I just don't why she dont likes student calling her "teacher". is that anything wrong? everytime when i accidentally called her 'teacher', she will just said, "no! is Miss Teh". =-=' aduiiiiiii...susah larhh..
Between, I miss my friends. hey hey, I know you will read this,haha...cause you miss me first I only miss you back kay,so should treat me for subway. =p oh yeah, I miss the stick and the balls!! Lolx..and, the table. wahahahahahaha....I coming tomorrow,wait for me kayyy...lolx
.....bodoh betul larhhh...=-=' i mean, ME .haha..

okayy,thats all for today. I've been emo-ing these day. wth?i dunno.

ciao lur.sayohnarah!!

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Are you holding back like the way you do?

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The silent tears I've shed for you
The painful steps I've taken towards

The memories haunting every moment
My heart keeps going forwards

The agony I've hidden for long
The sorrow I've let unfold
The melody of a melancholic song
My tune of love untold
The song that plays inside my head
The smile that I'll no more see

The truth be told, that I've hidden away
My heart belongs to you
The thoughts that haunt m
y waking hours
The dreams that fill my sleep full nights

The memories that grow
hazy with age
My heart still aches for you
The lies I’ve told to hide it away
The care I feel that you’ll never know
The tears I’ve shed that you’ll never see
My mind never forgets that tune
The song of love that lays untold

The way we played it on and on
The smiles and laughs we shared
through the days
My love could not belong to another.



I don’t know what I can do
What I can say to let you know I’m in love with you
To get you to believe this I know it is hard
But you have to realize
My love is coming from the heart
A love that was cracked I turned my back on
Quickly I reacte
d
Without a thought I assumed it would never last
Now I am in much regret

My heart beats for you ever yet I ever so wish to take back those words I uttered the other day
You are my only love
You took my breath away


When you walked out that door just seconds ago
It felt like you were on your way to death row

And as you walked away I hesitated
I wanted to turn and run to you
But you had to go today

And it was better this way
Any other way would’ve been too hard on us
Though I wish you could’ve stayed

But you will return to me, and I to you
And when you do I’ll be waiting, right here
A
nd everything will be perfect once more


Cross the street, barely missing getting hit,
Thoughts swirling in my head,
Fears bouncing around,
Hopes echoing in my skull.
Sometimes I feel like,
We’re closer than I have any right,
And sometimes I think we’re farther apart,
Than we literally are,
Sometimes I get the feeling,
Like you don’t want me around,
Or that you’re slipping away,
And I know it’s (hopefully),
Not true,
But…whenever you ask,
The answer is always, I miss you,
Even when you’re right here.

Rotted for the whole day.
So, finding some awesome literature =)
I did adore them.

exits?

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Your Call

Waiting for your cal I'm sick
call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
I'm listening to the song we used to sing
In the car do you remember
Butterfly Early Summer
It's playing on repeat
Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet
'Cause i was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to
to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished I am new I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
'Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes
What's your fantasy
What's yours
What's yours
'Cause i was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to
to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
And I'm tired of being all alone
and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
'Cause i was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to
'Cause i was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to
Stay with me tonight

Thursday, May 21, 2009

If it wouldn't meant to be?I'll just walk out

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Hey dere, I'm back home.haha...and I'm so glad for today cause I met my favourite face.wakakaka...We went to hawaii steak house for a drink, then moved our ass to tarot cafe. As usual, I enjoy talking to her.LoLx.Talked talked talked non-stop. I just loved pouring everything out infront of you cause that's the time I felt relieved.No doubt. =) thanks for listening ya.

Finally, the exam was over today.syoknyer...... and so,I can get back to my normal routine .Shopping!! is the first first thing i wanna go for, den pool,den sing,den lepak-ing ,den....ermmm...anything will do. LoLx.I missed pool! omg, I was so so addicted with it nowadays.how? i love the sound when balls collided . It was so cool when you get to shoot many balls in.haha....gila sial.LoLx. Seriously, it's funnnnnn! =p

People usually told me, don't look back to our past and keep moving on as time wouldn't wait for you, but sometimes, I'll just stuck with those scars and memories. I don't know why,things happened for years is like just happened for a minutes, the memories is still fresh for me. I'll never forget about the lesson that I had learnt,the pain which I did not aspect to be so deep and the memories that spinning round and round in my head. wth? I don't know what the hell I'm thinking sometimes. Okay, I meant, alot alot of memories from long long time til now.haha.Every happenings and everyone who passed by in my life or they had just arrived or they still staying by my side, they meant alot to me. And I appreciated alot as well. =) I walked back to the past and yet I don't see the exits.I'm stubborn, just like a bull. Lolx..I'll stop banging and hurting myself until I get tired someday. I know , I'll stop knocking the door and bagging you to let me in. I understand, no matter how hard i'm knocking it, you wouldn't bother. So? nvm. I'll keep trying until oneday I get exhaust.haha...don't think too much, it's just someone's door.haha..or?the door next to me?haha...Anyway, no matter the door will open or still locked, i'll leave.and i hope so? or if it's not? I got no idea. =/

kay kay..should stop crapping now.haha..
ciao lurrrr... =)
sahyonarahhhhh!!

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

明天明天明天。。又是这样?

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今天真的很累,妈的,又觉得好像要生病了。不知道为什么最近好像每个人都生病。现在,轮到我了吧?天啊!我不想生病啊。。。。我好有好多好多东西还没有做的啊,还有这个啦,那个啦。。。好像讲到明天就要去死了酱。哈哈。。。!!讲真的,明天真的好可怕,因为明天是最后一个考试,也是最难的一科(对我来讲啦)哈哈。不过算了,我已经没有心情读下去了,太无聊咯。。。考电脑的东西,而且还要在那边死背烂背酱。。都几无聊下的咯。。 =-='' 可是一想到明天一考完试就可以回家,心都爽了一下下。哈哈哈!!妈咪,我要回来咯!!=)
今天又像平常那样和那般朋友讲东酱西的,还笑到整个傻婆酱。。。算了吧,我还是那样地死性不改。。可是,真的很好笑咯他们。每天在那边讲个不停,笑到傻。。哈哈!不过,没关系。只要天天开心就好了,管他傻不傻的。回想起来,时间真的过得很快,几个月的时间就好像短短的一瞬间,认识他们也有几个月了。时间过得真快啊。。。等下又讲要读完foundation了。真的很期待每一天的到来,因为,每天都有东西好笑。哈哈哈哈哈哈!
最近,很像打撞球打上瘾了,如果一天没打,又好像少了样东西没做。哈哈。。有时打打下还真的蛮过瘾的。不对,因该是讲“很爽”才对。哈哈。。真的咯,很爽的!虽然,现在还不是很厉害,但是打打下也会进步的啦。。。我觉得是酱啦。。。

你知道吗?我还是没放弃=( 对不起,如果这样会造成你的困扰的话,真的很对不起。只要能在你需要帮忙的时候,我还能帮得上少少,已经很好了。虽然,我知道有些事是不能勉强,也不会发生,但,我不觉得哀伤或遗憾,因为,能在你生活里扮演朋友这个角色,这样已经够了。也许,在下一个转角,我能找到一个重新的出发点。你会祝福我吧?

最后,我要讲的是。。。。。我好像,真的病了。头很痛。=-='

好,今天就讲到这里先。拜拜咯!

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Listen to what you wish to go for

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BoOoooOO!

Well, here I am. Sorry for not letting my blog up-to date again. Ishh...kinda busy with college stuff these day. Yeah, mid term was killing me half dead. Having accounting paper tomorrow but I don't have the mood to touch the notes. I'm sorry. =( Guess i will just go through the theory part afterward.LoLx.lazylazyalazy!! Today's English was okay though?hrmmm...don't have much confident. My life brighten up with people's around me. I'm very very happy. Without you guys, xiao ern is just a piece of shit you know?haha...but now I'm a happy shit that can keep talking shits non-stop. How stupid uh?? haha..

Yesterday was so funny, they just made me laugh out loud and yet I'm da clown. =-=' how insane? called wen wen after having lunch with jason and yvonne. Guess what? I heard many many different languages came out from the phone.LoLx. got korean style speaking,thai,japanese,hokkien!luckily i know how to anwer. and even pikachu? and dunno wut language summore la. 真是给你们炸到!haha...nvm nvm..as long as the clown is happy.haha..To my girls, thanks for staying by myside. Eventhough we just knew each other for just months? but we're like knowing each other like years?LoLx.Thanks thanks thanks for the laugher. I love you guys.haha..Sorry for being so irritating sometimes =p .
Hrmmmm..today was great as well. =) went to snowflake after our english paper with wenwen,sinay and cs. As usual, tok tok tok non stop ohhhh...but cs din tok much.LoLx.nvm,he's my ji mui now.So, next time tok as much as you want.haha...

A promised. will never fight against the heart cause you'll always be the loser. The heart wins in every round. So? listen to your heart. XD

I should stop here now before I can't stop crapping.haha..ciao lur...

=p

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Things will change, thats why we can't hold forever

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Happy Mother's Day! =)

This is specially for YOU,mummy. =D
THANKs for your love and care, 
Thanks for loving your silly daughter so much. Although she always let you down, you will still stay at her side and gave her everything you had. Your daughter felt so sorry to you because she knows you loved her so much and she got nothing to repay your love.
You loved her more than anyone in this world.
You're a perfect mother inside her heart.
THANKs for everything mummy.
I can't give you anything in this special day but you did gave me presents. how useless uh?
But one thing I'm very sure of, YOU're always a special person for me. My LOVE will never less than anyone did. 

I LOVE YOU,MUMMY =)
THANKS!


Just came back from Lukut just now. Yeah, outing with family was the best thing ever. I enjoyed the dinner today although we waited for hours just for the food? nevermind. I still think it's worth cause today was mother's day mahh...haha. I'm a useless daughter. I din planned anything for my mum today. I know she received my text today and I can see a smile hanging on her heart.haha.. She's in a pretty good mood today. Well, I did spend the whole day with her today. Going here and dere, both of us like so enjoy today?lol. cause we just chit-chatting all the time and she gave me a very very big present.Argggghhhhh! thanks mum. I won't let you down. Thanks for supporting me so much. m so touched. XD

By the way, I'm okay now. Seriously, I FEEL SO GOOD NOW. =) Perhaps, I'm moving on. I still have a long long way to go. So, why should I stuck here just because of all these ? hrmmm... gotta grow up and learn something new out dere maybe? I mean, they're not everything for me rite? when it's  the time for you to move on, why should I stay? God won't help you all the time, but I do believe God always create chances for us. It's just depend on you whether you wanna take it or just leave it? So, I choose to put all these behind yet take the chance to walk in a new way. Yeah, people comes and goes in our life's . If god thinks that the person will stay with you, it will meant to be.  Instead of hoping here and dere, just let miracle appears. =)

kay. I think I'll stop here. Can't wait to go back to college tomorrow. =)
miss my girls. haha
nitex.
 


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你知道吗?
河水是不会逆流的,而我对你的感觉也不会回头。
有时候,觉得自己很傻,明明就知道不可能实现,但,还是想很努力的去做。希望,有一天能让你回头看看我。曾经,有想过,我一定可以咬着牙根地撑下去,可是我累了,真的真的很累了。我没有自己想象中的那么坚强,那么的有能耐。最后,我还是想为你做些什么。看到你,我以为自己真的可以当作很平常,但不知道为什么,我的心会跳得很快,很紧张。妈的!真的很没用咯。我也不想的。=( 有人说,时间会冲淡一切,我也很赞成。可是,看到你的那一刻起,我已经不是这样想了,真的很矛盾。那种无可救药的感觉真的很失败!你知道吗?我有很多话想对你说。但,我却选择了逃避。因为,不想再这样下去了。很辛苦。我不知道我还可以撑多久。。。。。怎么办?

Friday, May 8, 2009

You had just passed by

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Finally,I've got the time to do a little update.haha.
Well, yesterday my timetable was filled with loads of enjoyment yet exhausted =p . Went for badminton with wenwen,sinay,mickey and cs after class. Then, went for bubble tea after our badminton session and saw wailing and the gang.Chit-chatted loads of..erm... general stuff?i guess?oh,nope.it was a girls talk.haha.Went home around 4 ish, and I'm trying hard to finish the tutorials but I had failed to do so after checking at the time cause I'm late for the Classical and Jazz concert. Get myself prepared and rushed to meet up with the girls first. The concert started around 7. Actually,I'm not so into jazz and those classical music larhhh..plus,those music was like sleeping pills for me.LoLx!..but just appeared there to support Chris.haha...nice solo man..well done. =) 

After the concert, we went for supper + dinner and chit-chatted for while . What's next again? Club 9.haha.. just went there for a while then we decided to go for a better place. So, my night rocks til 4 in the morning. enjoy enjoy enjoy for the whole night and day with my girls. Chill chill chill larh... everything will be okay after shouting out loud?LoLx.u girls should get what I mean.haha. and the most funniest thing was they complained their throat pain this morning.haha..wanna do that again next time? =D

okay,talk about today.ish ish ish! I felt so guilty after skipping uncle Andrew's class.I'm sorry,I over slept again.haih. so dumb. and you know, he caught me at Madam Joyce. wth? While me and sin ay were about to leave,erm..I was paying that time. Then I heard someone calling me from behind but I dunno who the heck was that. when I turned and looked around, I saw uncle andrew. As usual, I smiled to him and said  "Hi, sir". Sin Ay looked at me and by that time, I only realized that I skipped his class this morning and now he saw me eating breakfast at Madam Joyce. omg, =-=' so dumb. nowunder,he stared at me. Hopefully, i will be save during his class next week. =x 

Guess i crapped too much. Should turnoff now. ciaoz. nitex =)  
& m tired =( 

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Mentally retarded =p

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Hello,
A midnight posting before I doze off.
I'm exhausted. Just finish revising BCP cause of the online quiz for tomorrow. Before that, went out with the same faces again. We caught a movie after our dinner at AC. "Threads Of Destiny",it's not what we aspected actually. We thought we'll cried out loud or being touched as all of us are preparing to went into the 'emo mood'. But, you know what?me and Jason kept laughing non-stop dere because of da story line. So stupid man.haha.. Anyway,the main actor and actress were so cute,especially da actor,Akkun.LoLx..he had a cute and good looking face. =D 
Then, walked around there after movie,erm... standing outside BArcelona and watching at those lala's?haha...dumb.Lol.I'm very tired nowadays, but not bad.At least, it was fun. =) Went for lunch with the guys in my class today.Okay,now I know what exactly 'man talks' was.haha.. Kinda not feeling good as my mood swings up and down.sigh. Felt so miserable sometimes,stressed up with studies and assignment?okay,dere's still something bothering me though. I don't know what to do. Perhaps,filling my time with many many other stuffs will make me feel better.I must stay strong,I know,cause I have to walk by my own this time. sigh. 
Okay, it's bed time now. Going for badminton tomorrow.yeah.haha..I will enjoy for sure. =)

p/s : Jason,enjoy at hello bali.hot chicks?haha =p
tanlaylay,I miss you lots.I wanna see you so badly. =(



Monday, May 4, 2009

Pain/not?

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You know what?I hate writing intro cause it squeeze my brain. Okay, nevermind. Just skip the intro part.haha.

Going back to Subang tomorrow. Sigh. My new week gonna begin with loads of work again.PLus, my mid term coming soon...is like? so soon! Should turn on the "hardworking" mode by now. No dramas,games, pool,lepak-ing and all those stuff.As if larh as if larh i can control?hahaha...whatever den.

Well,felt better after talking with my cctv just now.CCTV,you know,you're so NOT IMPORTANT to me. =p I 'll miss you anyway. Haha. You're rite, cry more,becauseI don't know how to cry. I don't know the feeling of getting pain. Perhaps, I got numb?or I'm so used to my life. I don't know. It seems to be like there's no big deal with what I'm doing now but I felt superb not okay with it. wth? lame rite?haha..Okay.I'll Never give up with my dreams or nightmare?LoLx.i got no idea. The goal is just right infront of me. I can't find any reason why I wanna give up. So, just do it. Same to you CCTV. =)

The scars are aching today.No,should say the scars reminded me about it. I don't know what to do. There's still something deep down there which I hardly explain. Should I smile? So sorry, I can't. Sigh. Should move on by now. =) 

Whatever larhhh..bodoh punyer anak!(dun mis-un it's referring to ME.haha  =p)
gotta start my work now.ciao. =)

p/s: enjoy your trip tan lay lay
wenghong,all the best for your exam.see you soon!(if you get to read my this larh.haha)

bb.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Just so used to it

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Morningggggggggggg!
=)

Slept around 4 this morning but woke up at 10? hrmm.....I don't feel tired tough. 

Went to Malacca with my parents and my dad's friends yesterday. Had lots of fun with the old ones.LoLx..At first I thought it will be boring,but they proved me I'm wrong.haha.. The uncle and dad can actually crapped lots of jokes that made me laugh out loud.haha.. Okay, we stop by to had brunch at a place called Rumbia as they complain their stomach making noise. Believe or not?dad and Uncle Lau woke up at 3 am and jogged about 30 kilo non-stop yesterday morning cause they're joining for the 42 kilos full Marathon. Made me speechless jer...=-=' Between, the food was totally awesome.haha... so syok man..LoLx! After that,the old ones went to Hoe Heng to get their presbyopic glasses.I got a color contact as well. =) Then the next was Dataran Pahlawan.hrmm...nothing much dere.Get myself 2 shorts and walked around. 
Went to Ujung Pasir for dinner den. Ikan bakar,lala's,otak-otak,taofu bakar,bamboo lala's.....omg..too awesome man. Tell me who can still control?haha..who cares la..I ate alot yesterday but there's a cost behind..ehhemmmmm!. =( never mind, I think it's worth.lolx.. I still miss the ikan bakar now.awwwwwwww...They stopped by at the Portuguese village after dinner.hrmm..nothing much to do there,just walked around to digest the food we ate.haha..

Reached Seremban ard 12. Continue playing rc .Nowadays kinda addicted with this game.LoLx. bodoh punyer anak. =p Hrmm..nothing much about today,just wanna stay at home rotting.haha..

kay,ciao.

Friday, May 1, 2009

This is the way

crapped by xiaoern at 1:05 PM 0 comments
Booooooooo!

Hey,Tan Lay Lay!!
You know what?
I got nothing to say about u. =p
Arghhh....Thanks for being at my side.I know there's still many happening around you and I can't even help abit?hrmm...sorry for letting you worried about my stuff. You know, you're stronger than anyone but I think you deserve someone better to adore you. =) No matter how strong,how tough you are,I wish dere's still someone you can rely on. But I know the "someone" wouldn't be me.hahaha... ofcourse not me rite?cause I'm the one who always rely on you. awwwwww....thanks thanks... letting me know I'm not alone walking through this hard hard way,willing to listen to what i wanna crap,wipe off my tears i dropped for hopeless dreams..hrmmmm...THANKS! =))

Haha..well, I feel much more better now. Life ain't easy. I have to fix up this mess,just step by step.I still need time to get rid all of these and get back to my own pace. Since the day I had made this decision, I shouldn't gave up, and yeah, I must continue cause the goal is just coming near. =)  ehhemmmm..I can can control.hahahahahahahahahahaha....

This week I was being half dead.But never mind, assignments had cleared half, and finally I can come back to my own sweet bed..I miss my bed so badly.haha..and I miss home as well.LoLx. Nowadays kinda addicted to pool,ermm... not only me, almost half of 2.3(my class) chilling at club 9 these days.haha... even aunty yvonne,jason and cath were da "pool kaki" too. =p This was the way I get myself chilled.
 
Going to Malacca with da parents later,I will enjoy,but not the food?sobbbbb =(

will update later.ciao.
 

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