习惯就好了

Morning! =D

Since i have some time in between, I feel like blogging. How's your day?
Hectic like mine? I know I have to bear with it. I don't get what I'm thinking nowadays, just so complicated.Why?idk.But I know I can recover soon.Standing tough is not an easy job for me i guess? no matter how hard I tried, I was hoping that there's someone who willing to lend their ears to me. I know what I'm doing,but there's still doubts. I'm sure that the feelings had never less but it's getting more bitter.When can I actually forget and let go? idk again.tsktsktsk.

Piuuuuuhhh...times up.going to class.will be continue.

=D
Hi there,
It's the ending of another week, that means a new one is coming soon.I've to admit, time flies real fast.very fast.super fast. LOLx. mean rite?haha. Tomorrow is Sunday,errrr...nothing special, just wanna remind myself that I'm starting another hectic week soon. =-=''

Today, bro told me to cancel my plan as he said grandma got something important to give us after he received a call from mom. So, i called up to change the time.Then mon came back and picked us up to meet my grandma and auntie at the shopping mall. I was very blur that time, so just followed them until I reach grandma's house. Later, she issue each of us a cheque, she said that's from our grandpa.Sigh.He loves us. I kinda regret for not spending much time with him last time.He's quite, so we seldom talk to him each other.sigh.Now, i will never ever have the chance to talk to him.haih. I passed by his room, saw da bed he slept before, his cupboard,his photos...my tears going out of control but i stilll try so hard to not letting it down beacause i don't want grandma to be sad too.He gave what he left for us, then what I actually give him?nothing =(

dream that never come true

Hey there,

Finally, I'm posting now.heheeee!Btw, sorry for the delayed cause you know, uni's life is always...argh...not so good.errr.... for me,uni's life is abit...idk, "Complicated" maybe?

So yeah, there's many happening trough out this few weeks.It's just the beginning of the year and I start to feel uneasy, as in, everything.Life is actually a joke. Why I said so?my close close friends will tell maybe?

So, what makes me blog today? errr...I got a dream yesterday night and I saw my grandpa. The second I woke up, I felt so bad. Why isn't it real? I miss him so much.super much.In the dream,I saw uncles,aunties,cousins and him.Omg,how good if we still can have dinner or some gathering together. I can remember his smile =) but too bad that was a dream. sigh. Sometimes, I wondering how is him now, where he went, and what he's doing there.But no one can actually anwser my question rite? arghhh.... I MISS YOU GONG GONG ='(

Okay, back to me. I enrolled UWE,started my degree last week,plus I'm taking 6 subject in this whole hell semester. Omg, hope I can bear with those assignments and be more focusing on my studies. Omg, a senior told me he did his revision almost everyday! err...will that happen? to me?ofcourse larh...people get first class honour man..LoLx. okaylar...I will try my best best best of the best too. To be frank, I don't know whether I had choose the right way or not, but I will not regret i guess. Sometimes, we have to made decision realistically,think of your furture? more and more cash? a better life?nice&cool stuff?luxuries? who don't want all this? I know cash can't buy everything, but without cash your life is definitely a zero. Okay, maybe you can say money can't buy love and all blahh..but if your parents got no money, how they love you?they have to earn money for your studies and living cost.So tell me, those love don't need money?

LOLx.I think I should stop the crap.Class will starts in one hour time.hrmmmm....uni life?arghh...go enroll yourself and tell me how is it. =D

p/s: so close yet so far. I know you'll never be mine,but we're just next door?

wakeupkxe

complicated

emo?

moody?

Opss...PMS!

wth?

will update soon.

m so so so tired in the 1st week of degree.
finally, uni's life starts. happy?excitement? fun? frustrated?stressful?
we'll see



stay tunned.



p/s: so close yet so far

2010~

It's the second day of 2010.
How's your countdown event? I guess everyone would probably involve themselves in to some event and celebration. Same to me, but I'm abit different this year. Got through the night with my parents,cousins,aunties,uncles,grandma and GRANDPA.Yes, I'm glad that I can be with him in the last night of 2009 and it's also the very last night to be with him.
Time flies, god finally took him away from us. Life is like a circle, you will get through several stages, the first day when you born in this world,then you're growing time by time,facing ups and downs,learning and experiencing,getting older and older,after you've gone through all these stuff, you finally walk to the end.So,i guess he had finished his journey and it's time for him to rest after his 82 years. I'm still having doubt. Should I be happy? but I don't have a feeling like that. It's like, someone is totally disappear in my life and I cant see him FOREVER.

The first day of 2010(01/01/10),I will never forget this day. This is the day he have to live in somewhere else and it's a new beginning for him and us.We cried so hard at the funeral,seriously this was the first time I've gone through this.The day we should not forget. I believe that this brand new year will change everything. So, I should be glad maybe?
Thinking of what happen in 2009, I almost cant recall back what had happen.There were ups and downs,left and right. Hrmmmm...
Enrolled TBF
Made new friends
Struggled for assignments and exams for the 3 semester
3a.m at MCD
.......
I lazy to recall back. OMG, betul-betul a PIG. Yes, I am =D

So what's for 2010?
ehhem...I have many new year resolutions kay..

UWE, here I come!
My campus life should be great!
Must be more and more serious for studies since I've choose A&F
Oh daddy, I wan a car, can I? XD
I wanna lose more pounds! =P
I want many many and many awesome stuff! but Idk what's that. LoLx!
Learn to be a better person cause I'm bad.haha
Cry less than last year
Crap less than 2009.I hope i can?
Be more hardworking than 2112321132 years. Since when I'm hardworking uh?Should start from now.
STUDY like a BULL and PLAY like a JERK.hahaha..OMG?
.........
List down what is popping out from my brain first. There's more and more kayyy...haha

Stay tunned
&
Happy 2010!



p/s: I can't believe that I've ard holding it for 1 year.wtf?