累了

我又在想你了。

他妈的！有时候真的很气自己。为什么会这样？

过了这么久，原来我还徘徊在那段回忆里。有的时候，觉得自己就被这些回忆里包围着，好像永远都走不出来。是我自己在钻牛角尖吗？什么都做了，可是还是没办法走进你的世界里。

当你正在往前走时我还在后面等你，不管自己有多伤但一步都不想离开。哪怕有一天当你回头时再也找不到我。

心里真的很矛盾，也很多的疑问。

我的天啊！

我该怎么办？

梦，就算再美却只是个梦。无论如何，我也得醒过来。

祝你幸福。

拜。

lovelydoveymummydaddy! =D

Yuppieeeee!

Finally I'm here to do some updates.

Since I am having a so called independent-study-week, ehhemmm...kononnyer larh study.hahaha.But, I will still try to touch some of them. *ehhem xD Not some of them, is ALL of them larh lazy bum me!

I've been slacking these few days as I was thinking that I should rest more and more and more. wth, are you sure I deserve to rest for so many days?LOL..and finally, I should start my so called independent study now! ishhh...but,but, but horr...okay, I will still try my best X.x"

Went to the SS2 night market AGAIN(I went there every week and even my independent study week?omg) cause the bro wants me and da parents to fetch him back to PJ.BUDAK NI MANJA BETUL! ishhh..

Never mind, here brings me a good news..ermmm..actually is more than that!teheeeeeeee! I am super happie that my dad finally bought me a car. YAY! tho it's a used car, but...I'm so glad that you made an effort to find a nice nice car for me. FYI, I am so surprise that he actually find all those cars via the internet and newspapers, copied down every single details on the paper and bring us to many places just to find a good one for me. Thanks dad. =D

Another thing that made me touched of is the conversation in the car when I was driving them back to Seremban.

D: So, when are you going to graduate?

XE: 2012 I guess?

D: Are you going to England then?

* mummy shaking head

XE: ......

D: Are your friends going?

XE: yes yes yes! Many of my friends are going ;(

D: Okay, you better go with your friends then at least you all can take care of each other and finish your final year there.

M:No need to go larh, she can finish her course in Malaysia and why not study here?

XE: Can get a difference experiences mah... @.@"

D: Nevermind, she can goes as long as she wants to study then even if I pawn all my properties(hing kah dong chan?) I will also let her study. Don't worry =)

*touched! T.T

I was like....WTH!

I don't know what made me speechless at that moment, but those words melt my heart.

I was thinking how would I repay them in the future, but I think the only way is to make them proud of having this daughter =D

Thanks daddy and mummy, without them I am not who I am now. Thanks for giving me my 'dream'

loves.

=D

我喜欢，不，我爱

ello!

♥

Another week has gone and here comes a brand new week! =D

I always like to starts something with a new week which I don't know why. Always told myself, if my goal for last week has failed, never mind, here comes a brand new week which is fresh and new. As long as I din't give up, I could still carry on and I believe one day it would be real. Failing is sad, but giving up is the worst. So, lets start all over again. =)

Oh yeah. I think it's time to update about previous week as there's so many birthday celebration went on XD

HAPPY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BUDDY, YVONNE CHEOK and SHIH YIAN. ALSO, TO MY BRATHA!

♥♥♥

Lets start with this long old good friend of mine. I knew her since secondary school and we had been through alot of ups and downs since high school. I am glad that after so many years you had became one of the pillars in my life. Hope you love the presie and we actually failed to give you a surprise rite? =(

Our friendship will never change as we have to let our dreams and promises come true in the future. Love ya very muchie!

♥Me ♥ Yvonne♥ 30/10

Here comes the brother. Well, he is 18 this year and i hope that he can be more mature than last time. *ehhemm

We never say I Love to you each other before but I know you show it in some kind of way which I can feel it. He is my one and only brother, of course he should be the sibling I love the most. 生日快乐啦！老弟

♥♥♥ 1/11

HAHAHAHAHAHA! The last birthday girl.

She is actually a nice friend who I knew since my foundation year. I am happy that we can still be at the same class together during our degree. Tho we just knew each other not long..ermmm...but I consider quite long cause it's almost 2 years! hehehe...I am so glad that met a friend like you!

HAPPY SWEET 19th

♥

Hope you like the presie and the surprise!

♥♥♥4/11

Everybody meant something to us ,don't you think so? They play a role which we doesn't realize that made you growth up in every single stage of our life.

I'm so glad that god gave me fate to met all the people no matter they are staying with me or just passer by because their footprint colored my plain white piece of paper .

Thanks guys

♥