I hOpe I cAn bE hEr

wth..i'm sad when i read that,sigh...
wanted to tell yvonne about it,but she's busy..so it's okay..my mood swing down to the max...haih...I really dunno why i will feel like that,what's wrong with me?just like a pail of water pouring down on me,something hit me badly...so bad..=(
no matter how,I'll get over it.

p/s:congrats to aron!!hehe...well done in ur PMR..wakaka..
same to skinny tian yan..wohooooooo..7A's?good job =p

duMb =-='
i can't sleep well and so,another post from me.hrmm...the house was so empty...silences made me feel in peace but with a little lonely....(@_@)
I'm listening to 'xin fu de jue zhe' from fish leong at the moment and yeah,i love that song so much,
it makes think of many miserable stuff..ermmm..question marks popped in to me...hrmm..perhaps,this is what we called 'LIFE'.can anyone define it without seeking a dictionary?but even the meaning from dictionary can't really define what's life.It's all depends on how you carry on when you're still alive...erm..i mean now??buuuUUuuU...XD
What I'd experience was,appreciation.Appreciate what you having now,love things around you,do care about ppl in your circle cause you will not know what will happen in the next day(watched the day after tomorrow?).I did support friends to pursue their dreams but i don't really know whats my dream actually.I'm kinda jealous with those ppl that have their great future plans and ambition.At least they attempt for it.How about me?i don't know what i really need and my dreams?no.i don't have any plans for myself at the mean time.Sometimes,i'll feel myself being like some useless freak.what can i do to my family and friends?and what can i really do for people?
A friend told me before,he said,everyone born to this world are special.They have their special ability,attitude,and their own feature as well.That's why we need each other to survive.But,i'm just an ordinary fella who don't know anything..hrmm...i cried when i face problems,i talked out loud like no people business,i'm so impatient,i talked so straight forward until i'd hurt people's feeling,i'm so dumb =(
sO?
I'm happie with what i'm having now.no doubt with my life.
hope my friends around me can be happie too.=)
so,you get what i mean?
i'm dumb larhhhh

yOur eyEs arE tELliNg mE sOmEtHing

yEeeeeEhaAaaAHHHHHhhh!
guess what?i'm outing almost every night and everyday.if mum and dad knows about that for sure they'll pull my head out..Lolx!okay,i always think that since they went for holidays and why am i not having fun here?i'm taking things for granted.back home in the middle of the night,went for movie,yamcha,hanging out,green box-ing ,party and..ermmm..dats it.yeah,i feel some kind of guilty now.i felt sorry to my parents cause they trust me.I'm soree.I promise I'll control myself next time.kay,sorry. =(

Anyway,they coming back on Monday so,i should stop then =) i miss them lots.=(
oh yeah,i'm looking forward for the new year eve,haha...plans are running all around..i hope i can celebrate with you.ermmm...haha..i hope i can see you cause i miss you lots.

hrmm..i'm wasting lots of time in these pass few days,so,i think i should prepare myself for finals now.After this,another new chapter is gonna begin..hrmmm..kinda moody today,dunno why.

hrm.ciaox XD

NiCe cOLoR =)

MeRry xMaS!~hOhOHoHo...(@_@)

I'm lame,I swear. XD
sO?
I'm kinda lazy to update my post,but since our miss yvonne cheok wan me to write about her?omg..haha..you see,she's so tebal..LoLx..muka tebal?wahaha..(eh,dun angry kay =p).kay,thanks for the xmas present.hope u like mine as well.LOVe hEr lOts =)..erm..okay,my xmas eve was not that bad as i thought.overall it was okay.went steambot with yvonne,pyk,wwh,cwl,pdc and jason..haha..jason is such a joker,he made me laughed like mad..my god..din know he's so funny de.haha.
afta steambot,went to yvonne's for while then headed to s.u club..nothing to do dere actually.we thought dere was something but too bad...So,next round was era walk.ermmm...went in to some sakai pub..erkkzz..worse place larhhh..alots lala and malays..hrm..balik afta da drinking session..
then next day which was yesterday,ermmmm..aunt finally came back from canada,dunno why,the second when i saw her my tears rushing out but luckily i can control my emotion,if not sangat memalukan.ermmm...she brought back shirts and chocolate for sure..haha..Then,went for a xmas party in hilton which was locate at kl..some relatives party actually.nothing to do dere so just eat eat eat and eat..awwwww...no music,no people(ermmm..almost middle age ppl) ,so you can imagine how bored i am??hrmmm..reach seremban around 12? stayed over at my aunt's..fuhh..sien =-='
nothing much about today,went parkson with yvonne and wwh for lunch?we crapped at mcd for while then balik.gonna yam cha later.hrmmm...

what's in ur mind?i don really get it.i try not to start a fight every time we meet but it failed.i'm kinda sad when you said that we're not friends?.perhaps,others thought you're just joking,but i don't think so.you just dunno how's a friend meant to me.fine then.you've two faces,i don't know why you only show me another side.=-=' kinda disappointed.i appreciate you as my friend anyway. =)

hrmm..miss my family so much,faster come back larhhh..dun leave me alone =(

oh yeah..don't know why so many spammer dropping by and left something stupid at my blog nowadays.hello,if u dun like it,just fark off..no body force you to read it.anyway,go mind ur own business. =p

Tagged by Vicky =)

Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave
them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged.
Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

Dear ________(the last person who left a comment on your blog/journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think
I realized it___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___.
I'm sure you're ___6___enough to understand ___7___.
I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep___9___ as a memory.
You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

Fill in the blanks with choices of answers as below:

1. What's the color of your shirt?

Blue- Our romance is over
Red- Our affair is over
White- I'll join the monastery
Black- I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?

January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?

Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?

Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?

Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?

Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?

Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?

White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - How awful I've felt
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?

A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?

A/B - Hate your guts
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?

Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?

Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain


Now, let's have a look at my Letter MEME shall we? :)


Dear Vicky,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'm selling myself. I think
I realized it When I tripped on sesame seeds Outside of Chicago and I saw you Hit on My mustard soufflé.
I'm sure you're Ashamed enough to understand How awful I've felt.
I'm returning The pictures from LA to you, but I'll keep Your left ear as a memory.
You should also know that I Told in my confession today about To hate the Boston Celtics.


Go burn,
-xiao ern-



omg!LoLx!


I'm tagging:

1. yvonne cheok
2. wern
3. hui chi
4. choon yean
5. cheah hui
6. apollo
7. ying yi

=p

Get A LiFE!

Anonymous:

I don't know who the fuck are you.and hey,who's da coward now?no guts to put your name uh?
As what you fuck at my chat box,please,what rubbish are you talking now?
"u deleted my comment?! never mind! i will tell u AGAIN..... dont talk wildly without evidence! r u guilty about ur behaviour? do not think u are alwix right! i tell u, u are totally WRONG!"

First of all,yes,i deleted your bloody comment.so what?doesn't mean I'm scare of you.I don't need your comment at my blog anyway.If you think my blog really bother you lots,just fark off then! you don't need to read it and why must you be such a busybody?I know our country's economy is under a bad recession now,are you one of the unemployed idiot?LoLx!

Secondly,hey,i would highlight this-"dont talk wildly without evidence!". HeLLo! what had I said that made you think that I'm talking without evidence?ehh...you tot what?police?need to find evidence to link with what I said?haha..funny larh you... =p oh yeah...I'M SO NOT GUILTY WITH MY BEHAVIOUR!PLUS,YES!I THINK I'M SO FUCKING RIGHT!SO?YOU DON'T NEED TO TELL ME WHETHER I'M RIGHT OR WRONG CAUSE YOU'RE NOTHING TO ME.GET IT? why must I be guilty?in the opposite,you're da one who should shame on what you've wrote.

"u know, u have to take responsibility for ur behaviour! behave urself! PLEASE~ stop S HITTING around! never ever talk venomously. :furious: u delete it, means u admit it! prove it, if u r not!"------>ermmm..ehh..take responsibility for my behaviour?LoLx!wtf, how should I behave?and that is non of your ass business.why must you care so much?behave myself?haha..you're asking me behave myself?can't believe you're telling me that.cause i tot you're the one who behave like an idiot!or bitch maybe?eff off man!you don't deserve to said that.and yeah..you asked me not to talked venomously?omg! hey bustard,this is MY BLOG.i repeat again..THIS IS MY BLOG!I CAN EXPRESS WHATEVER I WAN.SO,WHY MUST YOU CARE??just get a life lah weh..and and and,I don't need to prove anything to you.Who you think you are?haha..the president ar?vip?or vvip?LoLx! you're nothing to me.you can mess up with your hair?your ass?and even with your life but just don't mess up with mine.fuck off if you're not happy with it..opss..no,you don't need to be angry or pissed off with my blog cause it is non of your bloody ass business.shoo away please.


Lastly,I would like to thank you.haha..know why?just read my chat box.You're showing me that my friends are actually so nice and caring.thank you. =)
ohh..yes,if you wrote that just to make me piss off or be mad,I'm so sorry.I'm not at all...haha..XD


p/s:thanks guys!LoVe you all so much =)

I miSs yOu.

ALoHaAAaaAAAaaAA!!
Another post from me,
din get to blog this few days cause of my coursework..but now,arghhhh..finally,QS and ME settled.wow..i feel so so so and so...erkzzz..i feel great la..cause finally da two freaking coursework were done yesterday..but another bad news was,my finals is coming to visit me in two weeks time..arghhh..you see...wth with my 2nd sem?hate this sem so much larhhh..sigh.

okay,since my coursework was over,so i meet up with yvonne at midvalley yesterday.She's following me to Jogoya on tues which is today.haha..okay..then we just walked around dere after we took our lunch.We went back to wangsa maju around 7ish(wanna find edward and pyk yam cha at 1st,then they gila-gila wanna go for midnight movie..okay,so i decided twilight(starts at 11.30pm))..LoLx..i know,u guys sure say i'm mad cause i watch it again..Lolx..but dat movie was nice..heeeeeee =p)..we took the train to KLCC around 10.30ish...and guess what?yvonne cheok made us laughed like mad.She shouted inside the train and everyone was looking plus wondering what the hell wrong with this girl(cause edward and pyk keep telling scary things to yvonne..LoLx!)..So,the movie was always nice..edward so cool lerhhh..eh eh..not edward sheh lar kay..haha..ohh yeah..edward sheh broke his teeth while eating popcorn..pity him la...cause he ter-bite the seed..aiyoo..next time becareful. =)

After movie,while we finding cab to go back,then they said opposite KLCC got a street which is full of clubs..haha..so we decided to go and have a 'LOOK'..just a look kay..haha..and yeah..when we walked down the street,we saw clubs and cafes..wow..i wanna go the most was 'ALOHA'..haha..look nice you know..so next time really wanna go and have a 'LOOK'..lolx..

Lepas tu,we went back to wangsa maju and had our second round,yamcha session.haha..as usual,talked non-stop.We can really carp lots...haha..then,around 3ish they still not satisfy,we went to edward and pyk's to continue..Lolx..hohoho...and i found out something really interesting..wakaka..it's about.....ehhemm..so 8 for what?haha..LoLx..me and yvonne went back to condo about 5ish??my god..we Love taLking lar wehhh..haha..

The second day(today),we woke up around 8ish and went to tzong meng's about 10ish..JoGoYa the next..the food was extremely attracting..awwwwww...what i can say?I've no regret for going JOGOYA..haha..i love the food there seriously,salmon,oyster,thai coconut,king prawns,ice cream,tiramisu,tempura,cookies,cheese cake,squid and many many..lolx.haha....we(yvonne,me,kuan,san,tm,stella,san's bf and his frens) eating like no body business..wakaka..went dere only busy eating jer...XD

After makan,shopping time.haha..me,yvonne,stella and tm went to pavillion.arghhhhh..everywhere sales,how am i gonna control myself?Lolx..but at last just got a blouse at sg wang..haha..and hor..this world was like so small?although our earth had a huge land.haha..just duwanna mention. =X

kay,should stop here now.crapped lots.haha..now tired ad. =-='
stay tunned =)



picx from random~ =p

meEEeeeEEEEee =)

me and da cheok yvonne.Lolx

yvonne with coconut.dumb rite?haha =X

us

sunk cost?

haha..nonid to guess also know who are them.LoLx!

this is wut we'll do after i had got a cam..=p

xmas tree from sunway

from kLcC

wEe zai-miss you so much..=(
this is why i love wee zai so much..he's so cuteeeeeee...i miss you so badly.

~end~

My hEaRt bEatiNg?

Hey,sorry for the late post.sigh.not really in da mood to blog this few days as i don't really know how to express my feelings now.holly shit!
people around me are changing nowadays,or perhaps the one who changed was me?sigh.i don't know.
the impression that a person gives you is important you see.The first time you meet he or her,what would you thought of?

"wah,leng lui woh!"
"fuh!leng zai!"
"he/she's so sweet,friendly,kind,pretty.fantastic..and wow..she's /he's so nice"
"yer...yong sui la! faster ciao larhh!"
"omg,he/she looks So terrible"

(so,i think the first impression to people is important ><')

okay,but lately,when you get to know dat fella well,i mean,you knw him/her longer..wow wow wow..you'll regret what you had said at the first time..hrmmm..

'don't judge the book by it's cover'

(this is our hot topic in our gang's gossip box,of course many other interesting topic also..haha..only we know what's dat.haha)

yes,i do agree with this although i often judge their cover first(the first impression)..Lolx! eh,i'm not that kind of fussy or selective type larhh..is just..normal what?if not you'll wish to see a dirty and smelly or disgusting fella standing infront of you meh? but,even though the person is good looking enough,please don't think he/she is prefect.never never and never ever let their outlook cover everything.it is kinda dangerous uh?or mayb, later you'll found out that he/she is actually a BITCH?IDIOT?OR BASTARD?or everything mentioned just now?haha...impressive!cause you're fooled stupidly by dat so called 'good looking face?' Lolx..and by that time you'll see whose da angel. =)
that's how i learned my lesson.
sigh.this few weeks is gonna be so busy.busy with coursework,assignments and bla bla black sheep...oh yes,plus,i'm busy avoiding bitches too..lolx..guess will be back to seremban next week and urmmm..family going for their holiday soon and it's WITHOUT ME!this is horrible..leave me alone..awwww..how sad..don't care larhh..i should find something else to full fill my day on that time..better than growing veges at home with da two doggies?my goddd..dun larhhh...i deserve some fun also wehhh...haha..and i'm always having it no matter how..blahhhhh..

ey guys,twilight not bad uh?i'm addicted with the story books now..haha..i wanna find the rest of 3..new moon,eclipse and breaking dawn..haha..nowadays kinda gila with dat movie.so,i wanna watch it again.LoLx!

Besides,i'm kinda miss my friends at seremban..miss you guys larhh...lets go yamcha when i'm back k?.miss you yvonne. =p sigh....have to work hard for coursework and assignments...fuhh..guess this will be my last finals at tarc.=-='

kay,i get satisfaction now..by crapping lots..LoLx!..so,ciao will update soon.stay tunned. ><'

aM i riGhT? *sob

Good xiao ern!
You're so fucking smart..
you left your laptop inside your room and yet left it on?!
Someone just snaked in to your room and read all your conversation and even checked your friendster?pictures?even my blog i guess?wtf!

yeah,i know,it was all my fault..so this is what i deserved.happy?
wtf!i'm kinda piss off now..wtf!

okay,I know you won't trust me anymore.kay nevermind,i'll prove it to you.Perhaps,mum was rite.i should prove it to you BUT i'll never change mind.never.I have to walk in my own way.No matter you trust me or not?i don't care.cause this is my future.I won't let myself to regret in my entire life.So,even though i'll do my best in this finals but it doesn't means that i'll change..fine,you'll never understand what i want.perhaps,there's a gab between us and it would not disappear?
sigh,
cry,meaningless?
talk,speechless?
what about..just do it?

=( *sob*sob

wHat i hate the most is,yOu dOn't respect my privacy!

hate mylife,why i can't be like others,they have their freedom but what about me?still staying at this little cage?wtf.


p/s: yvonne:cheer up gal.

sUpPer suPer!

aNothEr pOst!
=O

Just came back from siang malam with yvonne,weelee,wenghong,weng hong's sis and weelee's friend..awwwww...still supper?FATFATFAT! i ordered roti sardin and kangkung sotong..heeeeeeee...da roti sardin sucks larhhh..ewwWwwWW..then gold drass hair uncle go order another plate..lolxx..da sotong-sotong was nice..haha...fuhhhh..finally,i got twilight story book...WeeEEEeEEeeEE!!thanks to da gold grass hair aka kutu cat...wakakaka..but now pocket bocor ad...haihhh..no $$ liao..whhuhuhuhuh.but worth it with buying da book and watch da movie..haha..nice...

okay..enuf..hv tido ad..hehe..nitex everyone!lolx..stay tunned! =p

I dOn't MisS yOu =)

boOOooOOO!

went for twilight with wern today,arghhhhhhhh!i want that story book so badly now...i want it nowwwwww =(..i'm gonna grab it from da bookstore.hrmmm..overall,da movie was nice..heeeeeeee...da vampire so cool man..haha..i love edward cullen..wow..he's handsome larhhh..lolx =) what if i've got a kind vampire bf?cool rite??alrite..i wan vampireEEeeeEEE..=X

Finally,get to meet wern.heeeeeeee..i'm so happy to see you seriously and i'm glad that you're still the same you. =) keep moving on with your life kayy..hope you're happy now.love ya lots =) hrmmm..afta movie,we went for sushi..haha..i love putting sushi into my stomach nowadays..wakaka..eggie temaki so nice XD
WeLl,i'm staying at home alone today..parents and bro going to mlacca.they're on da way i guess?for some reasons,i'm not going..i rather snake at home or hang out with friends here..or staying alone with two doggies is better than meeting aunties?Lolx..or mayb i choose to blog here.i dunno.haha

twilight my favourite

random pic xp

guess who's bside bobo?=p

haha...pretty gN

i called her 'guai poh' Lolx..or pinochio?

da angel berry jie?hehe

haha..no comment

small eyes?

me and kuan =)

while their presentation

Lolx!

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......

mEEeeeEEEeeeEE XD

guai poh's with guai's bag..lolx

the gaLs

wHy aRe yOu herE?=(

Hello dUdE!
hEeeeeEEeeeeeEEeeeei!

Went to taylor's open day today with yvonne and weelee..sorry leh..i know i shouldn't be da light bulb..so bright summore..lolx..haha..okay, followed yvonne's car to ktm station this morning(damn sien larhh sitting ktm =-=').Reach subang around 12 something then weelee come and fetch us dere.Still da gold grass hair.Lolx..(if he read this sure kill me..haha)..okay,we went to taylor to have a look then.thought of getting more info about da business course.Later,we went to inti to have a look..wahh,da women so funny larhh..beh tahan her..keep made me laughing non-stop la..haha..
After the consultation,we went for KIm Gary for lunch..cheese bake rice yummy!hohoho... XD
then,shopped dere for while..helped mum to get her shoe and winter shawl?lolx..she going for holiday,nope,should say my whole family going except me =-=' hrmmm..oh yeah..i saw a clown talking jokes and playing with all those kids today.being a clown was fun?yes?bringing lots of laugher..haha..so entertaining larh him..lolx..After shopped,then balik.
datz all larhh i guess. =)
plan to have lunch with wern tomorrow.hope i can make it.heeeeeee.btw,i miss you lots,so many things to talk to u =p

whatisinmymindnow?
yesyou!
mengaderbetul
sincewhenyoucameintomylife?
butiwillnotseeyoualwaysiguess?
cosdereissomeonethatcaresmoreaboutyou.

p/s:thanks yvonne and weelee for accompanying me to da open day
thanks ya!=)

Are You The One In A MiLLiOn?

DeNg~

Just finish watching gossip girl.yup!it's nice..haha..again,I LoVe Nate so much..haha..he's so cute..LoLx! =p and yeah,chuck is still sexy as he was last time..lolx..i mean in da season 1 larhh..haha..and i think,serena shouldn't go with aaron..he looks like so cacat larhh..haha..I prefer Dan.any comment?

okay,lets talk about my day..hrm..what can i say?I'm so damn pissing off with what I'm doing now..fine,I don't feeling like blogging this few days cause something had bothered me so much...I felt miserable as in...I'm going da wrong way I guess??yes,I'm am.I shouldn't enroll this course since last semester.wtf i'm talking about?I should think wisely before took accounting,okay,i admit that i've made a mistake.I shouldn't follow what my parents want and I think it's time to make my own decision.hrmm..sorry dad,I know i'm gonna disappoint you so badly when you know I'm gonna tell you about that later..I din mean to blame you,i know what you did is good for my future,but honestly,I don't have the quality to be an accountant.so sorry,I need to find my way out,I'll follow what my mind tells me..At least I won't regret next time?hrmm..yea,maybe we should find some time to have a heart to heart talk?I hope you can understand me..seriously,I'm scare you won't agree with me but i need your support..I do hope so.sigh.Thanks mum,you're da one who gave me support and lots lots of LOVe,you can understand what your daughter actually thinking about.I'm so glad to have you and I LoVe yOu. =)

Between,i've made up my mind.no one can stop me from pursuing my career..hrmm..bagusnyerr..heeeeeeeeeeeeee *wink
dunno larhh..my mood swings up and down nowadays.sigh.hey guys,lets have some party or whatever larhhh..cause i'm bored.so bored you know..how about..MOS ??heeeeeeeee...I'm desperate to hv fun dere..so?lets go la...lolx XD
Well,if i'm leaving tarc,for sure i'll miss you guys..hrmm..know who i'm mentioning?yeala..u guys la!who else?the gang that i always hang out with.we had lots of fun rite?heeeeeeeee....we talked out loud,laugh like mad-gila freak,went for dinner and doing lots of funny things dere..Lolx..glad to meet you guys here.=)
aiyoo...sorry larhh..crap until like we'll never see each other again..haha..
k,stop here.Lolx.
I know everything will be alright as i u all will always be at my side.thanks ya. =p

3.04am

=-='
sigh..can't sleep again...wtf..
soree, i'm kinda rude nowadays..XD

every time i saw you,my heart kept beating.
When you come near me,my heart beat faster and even my face getting hotter.
yea,i miss you no matter where i've been,shit!
I hate myself. =(

i'm meaNNn

BLarhhhhhhhhhhhh! xD

yOhOOoooOO..another post.Lolx.went out with yvonne this morning..haha...we can't wait for greenbox,so she called me this morning around..9 sumthing?yeah..and picked me up around 1oam..ermmm..I know it's too early for outing but yvonne said she duwanna rot at home as her family went to genting in the early morning..We bumped in to hui chi and her sister..din't see her for years?and she changed alot..haha..kay,then we sang for hours...this time jason was not here...aiyoo..so hard to sing la..no body rap for us..Lolx..haha..
After k-ing,we went for movie-madagascar 2! what i can say is,Lolx!da movie was damn funny you know..haha..da yvonne laughed til dunno how la...okay,you know,we found ourself inside da movie between..
alex(lion)-weelee
zebra-weng hong
giraffe-yvonne
hippo-me(cute ma..lolx)
da two monkey-lern sing and his bro(lolx..jkjk)
another lion-amy(lolx)
ohh yeah,we meet jia kie also..lolx...still da same her..become more prettier ad..btw,she's going to Australia next year..hope she will do well dere larhh..heheeeeee..
and and and..let me continue da story,hrmm..went to S2 for steambot with yvonne,su yin,weelee and weng hong..wow..we ate lots..haha..we gila-gila makan dere,tok tok funny things..do do funny stuff..lolx..okay,the next,weelee's house...we went to his house after dinner..saw his dad,grand parents and brothers sisters..lolx..so damn pai seh..haha..let me describe his room..erm..okay,when u walked in,u'll see a queen size bed with a very 'leong' bed sheet..opss..yes..inside da blanket hiding his 'milk' pillow and mashimaro oso..but yvonne loves da milky pillow so much..plus,she loves weelee's bed..hohoho..notti yvonne..haha..then rite,he dun let us to 'visit' his cupboard..lolx..nothing much actually..hehe..ohoh..yeah..almost forget about wee zai..goshhh..wee zai was so cute..yer..wanna see him again..actually wee zai was weelee's pet..ermmm..i dun really knw wut's dat la..hv to ask next time..lolx..wee zai with lots of torn and looks like hamster?nola..da bigger than a hamster..hehe..but what i can see,weelee loves wee zai so much..at first weelee din give name for wee zai de but we gave him just now..so yea,his name was wee zai!wakaka..his maid also has a hamster you knw,a small baby hamster..super cute...lolx...back after dat..Lolx
overall,today was kinda funnnnnn..heheeeee

itseasytofallforyoubutitshardtoforgetyou
itstimetoletgobecauselovingyouismakingmyselfttired
ifeltmiserablemissingyoueveryday
ibreathhardwhenithinkofyou
youwillneverknowhowifeelcauseyouaretheonewhomademefeellikethis.

done,tata.

yOu tOuched me Lots.

boOoooO!

Hey dere,soree for not updating this few days..hrm..I can say,I'm so damn busy with assignments and coursework.But finally,we had done it and passed up on time.Besides,my presentation done also..fuhhhhhh...just like throwing a huge stone that putting on on back for so long..hrmmm...the next,my coursework is gonna visit me on the following week..another stone coming...=-='
I took my result slip today,it was sucks,although I already knew it since months but I still think that I'm sucks enuf to get that kind of grade,kinda disappointed though.promise myself to work harder this semester,yes,just do it.*smile.just do it rather than blaming urself rite?Lolx.what a theory..whatever larhh..just study and study..but not to be a nerd please,cause that is not what xiao ern will do.
She loves to have lots of fun and laughter all around..haha..she's such a fool that will do crazy stuff and no one likes her attitude sometimes?just sometimes?i mean,i behave like a fool sometime?just once in a while or twice? =( sorry for da bad behavior,my emotion was just straight forward but I LoVe yOu gUys,I swear.

At the mean while,I'm watching Gossip Girl.It was not bad larh seriously,da girls are hot but da guys are the hottest..haha..I love Nate so much..he's damn cute..Lolx..When comes to chuck,he suddenly reminded me about a friend,hrrmmmm..their attitude was kinda same..ermm..as in the way they treat girls?.lolx..nolah,just kidding..haha..But rite,i dislike aaron the most..yerr..i got no idea why serena will fall for him =-=' Lolx..

Well,there's nothing much here,vicky text me during my foa tutorial,asking me whether i'm going to Mos anot today..wow..i hope i can be dere but i can't..haha..mayb after my coursework?I wanna join the music so badly...awWwwWWw..okay,let's move on,still got many stuff waiting for me..opss..yea,i forgot to mention,hrmmm..i suppose to take da BISA coursework on Tuesday.you know,i din't sleep for da whole nite just to finish revising da notes but at the end,Ms Chew canceled da test.heard ppl said she hv got a high temperature til hv to stay at the hospital.poor lil Ms Chew..pray she'll get well soon. =) actually,is a good news perhaps?I should use this weekend to revise again as I'm so sleepy dat nite until I don't really know what I'm reading.Lolx! went to feeling cafe with adeline(housemate) yesterday..hrmm..actually we were force to go cause we have to wait for the rain to stop..i'll never regret to go dere cause there were singers singing dere..I mean,da singer sang pretty well,is a she and a he..their voice touched my heart ,haha..i promise i'll go dere again..haha
k,i should go zZZzzzZZ now..lolx..will update later.
nitex,sayonara! =p

=(

Hey,guess what's da time now?hrmmm..it's 5.45am..I can't sleep for da whole night cause have to rush for BISA coursework later...hrmm..actually,i can't really memorize all,I felt sleepy but hard to fall asleep.weird rite?sigh.so i decided not to sleep and burn mid night oil for BISA.(I cant store what i had read just now,this had proved dat I'm not suitable to study IT or wutever related to those computer stuff la..ey,i'm accounting student u know,but dunno why my course have to include BITA and BISA.sigh.)fine,since i cant put anything inside,so just make a post lahhh..By da way,having BM presentation tomorrow and I'm force to finish BM assignment by today..sigh..today still have lots of things to do.. =( okay,go back to last week..hrmm

Last
Thursday-Sunway pyramid(shopp for while),MOS(with,yvonne,amy,weelee,suyin,weng hong and lern sing) we meet our bday gal ieka dere..oh yeah..my 1st time to da vip and vvip room...wow..cause they open 6 bottles of chivas..my god..our gang almost finish 2 bottles..haha..me,yvonne and amy drank without mixing anything soft drinks or wutever juice..nola..just stand for 3 seconds nia..haha)

Friday-went to Zanmai for japanese food..yummy..i love tamago..lolx....then back to seremban...later on,jason called for green box.so went dere with yvonne,amy and Jason(he so geng la..get to rap all jay chou's songs..Lolx) we sang for almost 4hours non-stop..haha

Saturday-went food tiam with yvonne,jason,wee lee,weng hong and di chang

Sunday-sbs nite(damn..kinda regret to go dere.sigh)yvonne followed

okay..i don't think it's da right time to crap too long here..haha..I'm going to campus another one and a half hour,having squash at 2pm,then have to finish up BM assignment plus i have to prepare for tomorrow's presentation.wtf..i hate my day..sigh..godddddd..please help =( many things is turning up so how am i gonna settle one by one?shit..2
kla,should stop here and back to my stuff =(
bye. =(

wEdNesDay---sTeaMbOt + dEsSeRt

yoHOooooOOOOOooooOOOOOO!!

Hey dere,just came back from dinner plus dessert with da whole gang..lolx..went to kepong for steambot with cheah hui,baby,huikien,stella,tzong ming,kong and sook peng at first.Then,yean and ying yi joined us for dessert..haha..overall,da dinner was great..haha..i love fish ball!lolx..we talked many crazy things dere..haha..such as??ehhem...many larrhhh..haha..
Okay,today's class as usual.sigh,wednesday was da most tired and boring day for me.. =( cause we had 3 tutorial and a lectuture..fuhhhh..tired sangat lehhh..but our group16 was the best best best!haha..therefore,i had lots of fun being with my friends..what i can conclude was, group 16 is da most noisy group among the others you know..haha..
kay,don't crap so much,cause it's picture time!woHoooOOOoooo..=)

group 16! =)

us =p

baby and milo

fuhhh...kong and baby..

da gang! =D

wahh..kong and ying yi.any comment?lolx

us againnnnnnn!

yean and milo *wink

seeeeee...kong,our photographer!haha

the girlssssssss

with papa and mama ong!lolx

the ong's family..haha

guess who's dat?haha

Lolx!XD

me with stella

stella with mariahhhh..haha

me with yean

they're so busy taking pictures..lolx

us

me,kong and cheah hui?da half her..haha

wow..sweet sweet couple!XD

'bao bing' oishiiiiiiii!=)

me with baby

nice? our mr sch rep and mrs sch rep.hahaha

yean and milo's

mine and baby's

stella and tzong ming's

okay,done!haha..
nice capturing uh?
lolx
datz all for today..ohh..no..should be yesterday now..lolx haha..
stay tunned! =p

*p/s:tzong ming treat us for dessert,thanks ya!mr sch rep.lolx